For a long time she lay there, thinking, weeping, and thinking again,
of the noisome grave through which she must pass, and from which she
instinctively shrank, it was so dark, so cold, and dreary. But Mabel
had trusted in One who she knew would go with her down into the lone
valley—whose arm she felt would uphold her as she crossed the dark,
rolling stream of death; and as if her frail bark were already safely
moored upon the shores of the eternal river, she looked back dreamily
upon the world she had left, and as she saw what she felt would surely
be, she again murmured through her tears, “It is well.”
That night, when John Jr. came up to his room, he appeared somewhat
moody and cross, barely speaking to Mabel, and then walking up and down
the room with the heavy tread which always indicated a storm within. He
had that day been to Frankfort, hearing that Nellie was really coming
home very soon—very possibly she was now on her way. Of course she
would visit Mabel, when she heard she was sick, and of course he must
meet her face to face, must stand with her at the bedside of _his wife_
and that wife Mabel. In his heart he did not accuse the latter of
feigning her illness, but he wished she would get well faster, so that
Nellie need not feel obliged to visit her. She could at least make an
effort—a great deal depended upon that—and she had now been confined to
her room three or four weeks.
Thus he reflected as he walked, and at last his thoughts formed
themselves into words. Stopping short at the foot of the bed, he said
abruptly and without looking her in the face, “How do you feel
tonight?”
The stifled cough which Mabel tried to suppress because it was
offensive to him, brought a scowl to his forehead, and in imagination
he anticipated her answer, “I do not think I am any better.”
“And I don’t believe you try to be,” sprang to his lips, but its
utterance was prevented by a glance at her face, which by the
flickering lamplight looked whiter than ever.
“Nellie is coming home in a few weeks,” he said at length, with his
usual precipitancy.
’Twas the first time Mabel had heard that name since the night when her
mother-in-law had rang it in her ears, and now she started so quickly,
that the offending cough could not be forced back, and the coughing fit
which followed was so violent that John Jr., as he held the bowl to her
quivering lips, saw that what she had raised was streaked with blood.
But he was unused to sickness, and he gave it no farther thought,
resuming the conversation as soon as she became quiet.
“To be plain, Meb,” said he, “I want you to hurry and get well before
Nellie comes—for if you are sick she’ll feel in duty bound to visit
you, and I’d rather face a loaded cannon than her.”
Mabel was too much exhausted to answer immediately, and she lay so long
with her eyes closed that John Jr., growing impatient, said, “Are you
asleep, Meb?”
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