Married women -- Fiction; Staffordshire (England) -- Fiction
It was Milly's affair which had at length brought Leonora to the point
of communicating with Arthur Twemlow. In the first weeks of widowhood,
the most terrible of her life, she could not dream of writing to him.
Then the sacrifice had dimly shaped itself in her mind, and while
actually engaged in fighting against it she hesitated to send any
message whatever. And when she realised that the sacrifice was
inevitable for her, when she inwardly knew that Arthur and the splendid
rushing life of New York must be renounced in obedience to the double
instinct of maternity and of repentance, she could not write. She felt
timorous; she was unable to frame the sentences. And she procrastinated,
ruled by her characteristic quality of supineness. Once she heard that
he had been over to London and gone back; she drew a deep breath as
though a peril had been escaped, and procrastinated further. Then came
the overtures from Lionel Belmont, or at least from his agents, to
Milly. Belmont was a New Yorker, and the notion suddenly struck her of
writing to Arthur for information about Belmont. It was a capricious
notion, but it provided an extrinsic excuse for a letter which might be
followed by another of more definite import. In the end she was obliged
to yield to it. She wrote, as she had performed every act of her
relationship with Arthur, unwillingly, in spite of her reason, governed
by a strange and arbitrary impulse. No sooner was the letter in the
pillar-box than she began to wonder what Arthur would say in his
response, and how she should answer that response. She grew impatient
and restless, and called at the chief Post Office in Bursley for
information about the American mails. On this evening, as Leonora sat
in the garden, Milly was reciting at a concert at Knype, and Ethel and
Fred had accompanied her. Leonora, resisting some pressure, had declined
to go with them. Assuming that Arthur wrote on the day he received her
missive, his reply, she had ascertained, ought to be delivered in
Hillport the next morning, but there was just a chance that it might be
delivered that night. Hence she had stayed at home, expectant, and--with
all her serenity--a little nervous and excited.
Carpenter emerged from the region of the stable and began to water some
flower-beds in the vicinity of her seat.
'Terrible dry month we've had, ma'am,' he murmured in his quiet pastoral
voice, waving the can to and fro.
She agreed perfunctorily. Her mind was divided between suspense
concerning the postman, contemplation of the placid vista of the
remainder of her career, and pleasure in the languorous charm of the May
evening.
Bran moved his head, and rising ponderously walked round the seat
towards the house. Then Carpenter, following the dog with his eyes,
smiled and touched his cap. Leonora turned sharply. Arthur Twemlow
himself stood on the step of the drawing-room window, and Bessie's
white apron was just disappearing within.
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