Married women -- Fiction; Staffordshire (England) -- Fiction
Arthur stood up, resolute, victorious, but prudent and magnanimous too.
He put one foot on the seat beside her, and leaned forward on the raised
knee, tapping his stick. 'I've hired a flat over there,' he said low in
her ear, 'such as can't be gotten outside of New York. And in my
thoughts I've made a space for you in New York, where it's life and no
mistake, and where I'm known, and where my interests are. And if you
didn't come I don't know what I should do. I tell you fair I don't know
what I should do. And wouldn't your life be spoilt? Wouldn't it? But it
isn't the flat I've got, and it isn't the space I've sort of cleared,
and it isn't the ruin and smash for you and me--it isn't so much these
things that make me feel wicked when I think of the mere possibility of
you refusing to come, as the fundamental injustice of the thing to both
of us. My dear girl, no one ever understood you as I do. I can see it
all as well as if I'd been here all the time. You took fright
after--after his death. Women are always more frightened after the
danger's over than at the time, especially when they're brave. And you
thought, "I must do something very good because it was on the cards I
might have been very wicked." And so it's Rose and Milly that mustn't be
left ... I'm not much of an intellect, outside crocks, you know, but
there's one thing I can do, I _can_ see clear?... Can't I see clear?'
Their hands met in the dog's fur. She was still crying, but she smiled
up at him admiringly and appreciatively.
'If Rose and Milly want a change any time,' he continued, 'let 'em come
over. And we can come to Europe just as often as you feel that way ...
Eh?'
'Why,' she meditated, 'cannot this last for ever?' She felt so feminine
and illogical, and the masculine, masterful rationality of his appeal
touched her so intimately, that she had discovered in the woe and the
indecision of her situation a kind of happiness. And she wished to keep
what she had got. At length a certain courage and resolution visited
her, and summoning all her sweetness she said to him: 'Don't press me,
please, please! In a fortnight I shall be in London with Milly.... Will
you wait a fortnight? Will you wait that long? I know that what you say
is--You will wait that long, won't you? You'll be in London then to meet
us?'
'God!' he exclaimed, deeply moved by the fainting, beseeching poignancy
of her voice, 'I will wait forty fortnights. And I guess I shall be in
London.'
She sank back on the reprieve as on a pillow.
'Of course I'll wait,' he repeated lightly, and his tone said: 'I
understand. Life isn't all logic, and allowances must be made. Women are
women--that's what makes them so adorable--and I'm not in a hurry.'
They did not speak further.
A moving patch of white on the path indicated Bessie.
'If you please, ma'am, shall I set supper for five?' she asked
vivaciously in the summer darkness.
There was a silence.
'I'm not staying, Bessie,' said Twemlow.
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