Married women -- Fiction; Staffordshire (England) -- Fiction
And now the question of her future relations with Arthur, which hitherto
she had in a manner shunned, at once became peremptory for Leonora. She
was conscious of a passionate tenderness for him; he seemed to her to
have qualities, indefinable and exquisite touches of character, which
she had never observed in any other human being. But she was in control
of her heart. She had chosen, and she knew that she could abide by her
choice. She was uplifted by the force of one of those tremendous and
invincible resolutions which women alone, with their instinctive bent
towards martyrdom, are capable of making. And the resolution was not the
fruit of the day, the result of all that she had recently seen and
thought. It was a resolution independent of particular circumstances, a
simple admission of the naked fact that she could not desert her
daughters. If Ethel had been shrewd and worldly, and Rose temperate in
her altruism, and Milly modest and sage, the resolution would not have
been modified. She dared not abandon her daughters: the blood in her
veins, the stern traits inherited from her irreproachable ancestors,
forbade it. She might be convinced in argument--and she vividly
remembered everything that Arthur had said--she might admit that she was
wrong, that her sacrifice would be futile, and that she was about to be
guilty of a terrible injustice to Arthur and to herself. No matter! She
would not leave the girls. And if in thus obstinately remaining at their
service she committed a sin, she could only ask pardon for that sin. She
could only beg Arthur to forgive her, and assure him that he would
forget, and submit to his reproaches in silence and humility. Now and
then she gazed at him, but his eyes were always fixed on the stage, and
the corners of his mouth turned down into a slightly ironic smile. She
wondered if he expected to be able to persuade her, and whether an
opportunity to convince him and so end the crisis would occur that
evening, or whether she would be compelled to wait through another
night.
At last the adventures of the Dolmenico Doll were concluded, the naughty
kisses regularised, the old men finally befooled, the glory
extinguished, the music hushed. The audience stood up and began to
chatter, and the women curved their long arms backward to receive white
cloaks from the men. Arthur led the way out with Milly, and as the party
slowly proceeded through the crush into the foyer, Leonora could hear
the impetuous and excited child delivering to him her professional views
on the acting and the singing.
'Well, Burgess,' Arthur said, in the portico, 'I guess we'll see these
ladies home, eh?' And he called to a commissionaire: 'Say, two hansoms.'
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