Married women -- Fiction; Staffordshire (England) -- Fiction
The music ceased, the spell was lifted for a time. And while old
alliances were being dissolved and new ones formed in the eager
promiscuity of this interval, all remarked proudly on the success of the
evening; in the gleam of every eye the sway of the goddess was
acknowledged. Romance was justified. Life itself was justified. The
shop-girl who had put ten thousand stitches into the ruching of her
crimson skirt well symbolised the human attitude that night. As leaning
heavily on a man's arm she crossed the floor under the blazing
chandelier, she secretly exulted in each stitch of her incredible
labour. Two hours, and she would be back in the cold, celibate bedroom,
littered with the shabby realities of existence; and the spotted glass
would mirror her lugubrious yawn! Eight hours, and she would be in the
dreadful shop, tying on the black apron! The crimson skirt would never
look the same again; such rare blossoms fade too soon! And in exchange
for the toil, the fatigue, and the distressing reaction, what had she
won? She could not have said what she had won, but she knew that it was
worth the ruinous cost--this bright fallacy, this fleeting chimera, this
delusive ecstasy, this shadow and counterfeit of bliss which the goddess
vouchsafed to her communicants.
* * * * *
So thick and confused was the crowd that Leonora and Arthur, having
inserted themselves into a corner near the west door, escaped the
notice of any of their friends. They were as solitary there as on the
landing outside. But Leonora saw quite near, in another corner, Ethel
talking to Fred Ryley; she noticed how awkward Fred looked in his new
dress-suit, and she liked him for his awkwardness; it seemed to her that
Ethel was very beautiful. Arthur pointed out Rose, who was standing up
with the lady member of the School Board. Then Leonora caught sight of
Millicent in the distance, handing her programme to the conductor of the
opera; she recalled the notorious boast of the conductor that he never
knowingly danced with a bad dancer, whatever her fascinations. Always
when they met at a ball the conductor would ask Leonora for a couple of
waltzes, and would lead her out with an air of saying to the company:
'Now see what fine dancing is!' Like herself, he danced with the
frigidity of a professor. She wondered whether Arthur could dance really
well.
The placard by the orchestra said, 'Extra.'
'Shall we?' Arthur whispered.
He made a way for her through the outer fringe of people to the middle
space where the couples were forming. Her last thoughts as she gave him
her hand were thoughts half-pitiful and half-scornful of John, David
Dain, and the doctor, brutishly content in the refreshment-room.
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