Leonora D'Orco: A Historical RomanceJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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Leonora D'Orco: A Historical Romance
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Italy -- History -- 1492-1559 -- Fiction
"It has come--it has come! Oh, yes, it has come at length. Dear
Lorenzo, my own Lorenzo, forgive me if I am wild with joy. How I have
longed, how I have looked for this letter! longed and looked, till
hope itself grew very like despair! and yet what a fool I was to
expect it sooner. You would not write till you reached Naples. I knew
it well; you told me so. But what a time has it seemed! Oh, those
three months between the day of your departure and the day when you
wrote--three _short_ months, people would say; three long ages to
me--how slowly, how heavily have they passed away!
"I believe the sun has shone and the sky been clear, and winter has
gone and spring has come again, and the earth, grown weary of having
no flowers, is putting out blossoms on every spray, and sprinkling the
ground with gems; but every day has been a day of mist and darkness to
me, a night of fear and dread.
"Consider that I knew nought of your fate--that in every siege or
battle that took place my whole hopes, my whole happiness was perilled
upon each stroke that fell. I could bear it, dear Lorenzo, if I were
near. I could ride with you through the thickest of the fight; no weak
terror, no idle cautions should keep you back, or distract your mind,
or bate your daring, or paralyse your arm, were I but near to bathe
your brow, or pillow your head, or soothe your pain, if you came back
sick and wounded. But you were alone, with none but menials near you.
In the hour of anguish or of death there was no Leonora to console, to
comfort, to tend you, and, at the last, to go hand in hand with you on
high, and be your sister in a better world. This is what gave
poignancy to all the sorrows of absence.
"But why should I plead my cause with you as if you would blame my
terror; or think hardly of the anxieties I have felt? I know you can
understand them--I know you can sympathise with them. Yes, yes, you
have been apprehensive and anxious for me--I see it in every line of
your letter--for me, whose days have passed without event or incident,
without danger and without fear.
"Oh, my beloved, what can be more wearisome, what can be more full of
dark, dull dread than those still, eventless days, when, like a
prisoner in his solitary cell, our soul sits expecting the blow of
fate.
"But it has come--the dear assuaging letter has come to tell me that
you are safe, that you are well, that you love me still, that your
heart yearns for our meeting. It was long upon its way; but I, do
believe poor Antonio brought it as fast as he could. I think he knew
how I longed for its coming--how I longed for yours.
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