Letters of Alexander von Humboldt to Varnhagen von Ense.: From 1827 to 1858. With extracts from Varnhagen's diaries, and letters of Varnhagen and others to HumboldtHumboldt, Alexander von
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Letters of Alexander von Humboldt to Varnhagen von Ense.: From 1827 to 1858. With extracts from Varnhagen's diaries, and letters of Varnhagen and others to Humboldt
Humboldt, Alexander von
Humboldt, Alexander von, 1769-1859 -- Correspondence
The chancellor, Herr von Wegnern, communicated to me on the 27th ult.
the letter which he received from your Excellency. This letter contains
the first news I received since Nov. 7th, of last year, respecting the
portrait by which our most gracious monarch intended to gratify a poor
invalid: that your letter was extremely gratifying and consoling to me,
is natural. It created the first ray of hope; it has unceasingly
occupied me; it even gave rise to some kind of superstition, and I
attributed my good health the whole month of December to the vivid hopes
it had raised. This prospect of the restoration of my health, I thought,
gave me hope of being able to indulge for a longer period in the
pleasure which the dear picture of the “most highly revered one, affords
me. I, however, do not indulge in the hope of this restoration,” since I
find my own experience as frequently opposed to as in harmony with that
of others, and the result of my reflections on this obscure subject, is
simply this, that it is one of the innumerable questions, which are
beyond the veil that separates us both from the great secrets of our own
nature, and from those which nature in general interposes between first
causes and perceptible phenomena. I did, however, excuse the rising
superstition by recalling the indisputable truth, that vivid agreeable
effects on the mind or soul react upon the body; but why did the
reaction not endure in my case? Be this as it may, it is a fact that the
portrait of the King always moved before my eyes during my restless
nights; I hoped every day would bring me news of it. I perfectly
understand that a care for the well-being of millions of subjects,
equally dear to the heart of the monarch, rules the ruler himself and
compels him to abandon, under the pressure of the moment, the
arrangement of a succession of innumerable interests centring in him; I
also fully understand that the King, although he is no more unmindful of
the honors he intends bestowing than of those he has already awarded,
has not been able to fix the exact moment of conferring the intended
benefit upon me. I also know beyond all doubt, that I am standing upon a
mine which may at any time explode, and that to-day has no power over
to-morrow. I have, therefore, thought best to conceal entirely within my
own breast the hope of possessing the dearest of pictures, and to betray
nothing, even to my wife and daughters, until further news of the actual
approach of the hoped-for object shall render me as secure in the
certainty as the case permits. I have the utmost horror against the
propagation of anything the truth of which maybe subjected to doubts by
succeeding events; knowing from sad experience that it may not be
sustained by the next moment, for which falsehood and misrepresentation
are greedily lying in wait. I fear that the premature spreading of such
news, moreover, may imply a sort of coercion (sit venia verbo) on the
King.
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