On September 24, 1898, Dreyfus addressed a piteous letter to the
Governor of French Guiana, saying that all his appeals had met with no
response. It was at this period that he lost all hope. In early November
he received a letter from his wife which, although giving not the
slightest intimation of the stirring events in Paris, was in cheerful
tone. He thought that it referred to his letter of September 24, and at
once became encouraged. After more than two months’ silence he wrote to
her again. He spoke of the good news contained in his wife’s letter,
repeated that he was waiting the answer to his petition with confidence,
and then he said:
“So when you receive this letter everything will, I think, be
finished, and your happiness will be complete. But in these days of
relief and felicity which will follow so many days of pain and
suffering, I would that my thought, my heart, all that is living in
me, which has not left you during those four terrible years, may
again reach you, to add, if possible, to your joy until we can at
least resume that happy and quiet life to which your natural
qualities entitled you, and which you now deserved more than ever
owing to the greatness of your soul, to the nobility of your
character, to all the most beautiful qualities which a woman can
display under such tragic circumstances--qualities which suffering
has only developed, and which have proved to me that there was no
ideal here below to which a woman’s soul could not rise, and which
she could not surpass. It is in our mutual affection, in that of
our dear and beloved children, in the satisfaction of our
consciences, and in the feeling that we have done our duty, that we
shall forget our long trials. I do not insist. Such emotion is
great. I tremble at it; but it is lovely, as it elevates. So until
the decisive news of my rehabilitation arrives I am going to live
more than ever in thought with you, with all, sharing your common
joy.”
* * * * *
At length Dreyfus was officially informed of the first decision of the
Court of Cassation. Writing to his wife on November 25, he said:
“My dear Lucie:
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