“Celui qui me vole ma bourse,[C]
Me vole une bagatelle
C’est quelque chose, mais ce n’est rien.
Elle était a moi, elle est à lui et,
A était I’esclave de mille autres.
Mais celui qui me vole ma bonne renommée,
Me vole une chose qui ni l’enrichit pas,
Et qui me rend vraiment pauvre.”
Ah, yes! he has rendered me “_vraiment pauvre_, “the wretch who has
stolen my honor! He has made us more miserable than the meanest of human
creatures. But to each one his hour. Courage, then, dear Lucie; preserve
the unconquerable will that you have shown until now; draw from your
children the superhuman energy that triumphs over everything. Indeed, I
have no doubt whatever that you will succeed, and I hope that this
sinister tragedy is soon to end and that my innocence is at last to be
recognized. What more can I tell you, my dear Lucie--what can I say that
I have not told you in each one of my letters? My profound admiration
for the courage, the heart, the character, that you have shown in such
tragic circumstances; the absolute necessity, which supersedes
everything, all interests, even our lives, of proving my innocence in
such a way that not a doubt can remain in the mind of any one--the
necessity of doing everything noiselessly, but with a determination that
nothing can check.
I hope that you receive my letters; this is the ninth that I have
written to you.
Embrace all the family; embrace our dear children for me, and receive
for yourself the fondest kisses of your devoted
ALFRED.
As you see, my dear Lucie, I hope that when you receive these last
letters the truth shall not be far from being known and that we shall
enjoy again the happiness that was our lot until now.
* * * * *
_11 June, 1895._
My dear Lucie:
Yesterday I received all your letters up to the 7th of March--that is to
say the first which you addressed to me here--also the letter of your
mother and the letters of your brothers and sisters, dating from the
same time.
I wish to answer you while I am still under the spell of them. First of
all I must speak to you of the immense joy I felt in reading the words
written by your hand. It was something of yourself, a part of you,
which had sought me out; it was your good, noble heart come to warm and
revive mine.
I saw also in your letters what I had already felt--how you all have
suffered in this horrible tragedy which has come upon us, surprising us
in our happiness and tearing from us our honor. This one word tells
everything, it sums up all our tortures--mine and yours.
I know that from the day when I promised you to live, to wait for the
truth to be revealed, for justice to be done me, I ought not to have
faltered. I ought to have silenced the voice of my heart; I ought to
have waited patiently, but how could I? I had not the strength of soul.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account