Give our dear children a fond embrace for me. I suppose that you will
not keep them in Paris during the hot season. Let them take the
initiative in a great part of their life; let them develop themselves
freely and without constraint. In that way you will make virile beings
of them. Finally, draw from them at the same time both consolation and
strength.
Now I have only to tell you that I wish, that I am hoping always, that
this sad drama is soon to end. That would be such a blessing for all,
for us, as for our dear families.
Your poor, dear mother, even now so delicate; your dear father--they
both will need rest and calm, after such appalling, such unimaginable
tortures. We may well call them that.
Often and often I ask myself how you all are, when news of you is so
rare, and comes from so far.
And how often I scan the horizon, my eyes turned toward France, hoping
that this may be the day on which my country is to call me back to her.
While we wait for that day let us stand firm, dear Lucie; let us draw
from our consciences and from our duty, the fresh stores of the strength
we need so much.
Embrace all our family for me, and for yourself the tenderest kisses of
your devoted husband.
ALFRED.
* * * * *
_2 July, 1895._
My dear Lucie:
When this letter reaches you your birthday will be at hand. The only
hope that I can form, and which is in your heart as it is in mine, is
that I shall soon be told that our honor is given back to us and with it
our former happiness.
My conscience and my reason give me faith; the supernatural is not of
this world. In the end everything is made clear. But the hours of
waiting are long and cruel when the situation is so appalling as well
for us as for our families.
Your dear letters of the beginning of March--you see how they are
delayed--are my daily reading. I succeed thus, though far from you, in
talking with you. My thoughts, indeed, never leave you, nor our dear
children.
I await tidings of your health and that of our children with impatience.
I am also anxious to know what date your letters will bear. My health is
good. My heart beats with your own, and envelops you with all its
tenderness. I have written you two long letters during the last half of
June; I could only keep on repeating myself. Let me end this letter by
embracing you with all the strength of our souls, and our dear children
also.
Your devoted
ALFRED.
Kisses to all our family.
* * * * *
_2 July, 11 o’clock in the evening._
My dear Lucie:
I had been without news of you since the seventh of March. This evening
I received your letters of March and of the beginning of April; they,
probably, had returned to France; then, later, those which you sent
directly to the Ministry. I had already written a few words to you this
morning, but I make haste to answer your letters by the same post.
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