United States -- History -- Constitutional period, 1789-1809 -- Fiction
There was a wave of honeysuckle, too faint and deadly sweet. A party of
men, boatmen or waggoners, went by, and as they passed, broke into rough
laughter.
Jacqueline rose, letting fall the letter. With her hand to her forehead
she stood for a minute, then moved haltingly to the window. Her eyes
were blank; she wanted air, she knew, and for the moment she knew little
else. She was whelmed in deep waters, and all horizons were one. When
she reached the casement, she could only cling to the sill, raise her
eyes to the stars, and find nothing there to help her understand. There
was in them neither calm nor sublimity; they swung and danced like
insensate fireflies. The honeysuckle was too strong--and she must tell
Joab she did not wish to hear his banjo to-night. The men who had passed
were still laughing.
She put her hand again to her forehead, then presently withdrew it and
looked over her shoulder at the paper lying upon the floor beside the
table. By degrees the vagueness and the absence of sensation vanished.
She had had her moments of merciful deadening, of indifference to pain;
they were past, and torment now began.
Perhaps half an hour went by. She rose from the sofa upon which she had
thrown herself, face down, pressed her hands to her temples, then,
moving to the table, wrote there a word or two, folded and addressed the
paper, and rang the bell. Young Isham appeared and she gave him the
note, bidding him, in a voice that by an effort she made natural, to
hasten upon his errand. When he was gone, she stooped and gathered from
the floor the fallen letters--the President's and Lewis Rand's--and laid
them in a drawer. The touch seemed to burn her, for she moaned a little.
She wandered for a moment uncertainly, here and there in the room, then,
returning to the sofa, fell upon her knees beside it, stretched out her
arms along the silk, and laid her head upon them. "O God! O God!" she
said, but made no other prayer.
The minutes passed. There was a step, the sound of the gate-latch, and a
hand upon the knocker. She rose from her knees, and was standing by the
table when, in another moment, the drawing-room door opened to admit
Ludwell Cary. He came forward.
"You sent for me"--He paused, stepped back, and looked at her fully and
gravely. "Something has happened. Tell me what it is."
"You know. You have known all the time. You knew last summer in the
cedar wood!" Her voice broke; she raised her arms above her head, then
let them fall with a cry. "You knew--you knew!"
"How have you come to know? No, don't tell me!"
"I am mad, I think. A letter came that told me. I see now how the world
must look to madmen. It is a curious place where we are all
strangers--and yet we think it is our safe home."
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