United States -- History -- Constitutional period, 1789-1809 -- Fiction
With Gideon still before his eyes he fell asleep. Grim as was that
figure, there was in the vision of it a strange sense of protection. It
was his father, and, giddy from want of sleep, he sank slowly into
oblivion, much as before now he had travelled there in the other's
presence,--travelled with a gloomy mind and a body sore from the latest
beating. Now the mind was full of scorpions, and the body stood in
deadly need of sleep. It took it with a strange reversion to long
gone-by conditions. The thought of Gideon's stick, the feel of his heavy
hand upon his shoulder, were with him as of yore. The difference was
that the man was comforted by what had been the boy's leaden cross.
Exhausted as he was, he slept at first heavily, and without a dream.
This state lasted for some time, but eventually the brain took up its
work, and the visions that plagued him recommenced. He turned, flung out
his arm, moaned once or twice, lay quiet, then presently gave a cry and
started up, pale and trembling, the sweat upon his brow. He wiped it
off, drew a long, shuddering breath, and sat staring.
The kitchen windows were small, and half darkened by their wooden
shutters. While he slept, the day had rounded into an afternoon, with
more of sunshine than the morning had contained. The gold entered the
room uncertainly, dimly, filtering in by the small apertures and
striking across to the cavernous fireplace.
Rand knew it was but a trick of the light touching here and there in
mote-filled shafts,--a trick of the light aiding the vagaries of an
overwrought brain. He put forth his arm and found that it was so--there
was no chair there and no figure seated in the chair. It was a trick of
the light and an effect of imagination, an imagination that was hounded,
day by day, from depth to pinnacle, from pinnacle to depth, back and
forth like a shuttlecock in giant hands. No chair was there and no
seated figure. He sank back on the settle and found that he saw them
both.
The first sick leap of the heart was past. What he saw, he knew, was a
mere effect of light and shadow and tragically heightened fancy: when he
moved in a certain direction, the dim picture faded, broke into pieces,
was gone; but lean far back in the settle, look out with eyes of one
awakened from a maze of fearful dreams, and there it was again! He had
no terror of it; what was it at last but the projection of a face and
form with which his mind had long--had long been occupied? It had ousted
the vision of his father; and that, too, was not strange, seeing that,
day by day, the thought of the one--the one--the one had grown more and
yet more insistent. "Cary," said Rand, in a hollow voice, "Cary!"
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