Library of the World's Best Literature, Ancient and Modern — Volume 16
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Sister Philomène looked at the priest with wide-opened eyes,
in which through her tears rose a glance of revolt, impatience,
and command. For one instant in that room there was no longer
a Sister standing before a priest, but a woman face to face with
an old man.
The priest resumed:—
"All I can do at present for that young man, my dear daughter,
is to apply to his benefit all the prayers and good works that
are being carried on by the Confraternity, and I will offer them
up to the Blessed and Immaculate Heart of Mary to obtain his
conversion. I will pray for him to-morrow at mass, and again on
Saturday and Sunday."
"Oh, I am so thankful," said Philomène, who felt tears rise
gently to her eyes as the priest spoke to her. "Now I am full
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of hope; he will be converted, he will have pity on himself. Give
me your blessing for him."
"But Sister, I only bless from the altar, in the pulpit, or in
the confessional. There only am I the minister of God. Here,
my Sister, here I am but a weak man, a miserable sinner."
"That does not signify; you are always God's minister, and
you cannot, you would not, refuse me; he is at the point of
death."
She fell on her knees as she spoke. The priest blessed her,
and added:—
"It is nearly eleven o'clock, Sister; you have nearly three
miles to get home, all Paris to cross at this late hour."
"Oh, I am not afraid," replied Philomène with a smile;
"God knows why I am in the street. Moreover, I will tell my
beads on the way. The Blessed Virgin will be with me."...
The same evening, Barnier, rousing himself from a silence
that had lasted the whole day, said to Malivoire, "You will write
to my mother. You will tell her that this often happens in our
profession."
"But you are not yet as bad as all that, my dear fellow,"
replied Malivoire, bending over the bed. "I am sure I shall
save you."
"No, I chose my man too well for that. How well I took
you in, my poor Malivoire!" and he smiled almost. "You understand,
I could not kill myself. I did not wish to be the death of
my old mother. But an accident—that settles everything. You
will take all my books, do you hear? and my case of instruments
also. I wish you to have all. You wonder why I have killed
myself, don't you? Come nearer. It is on account of that
woman. I never loved but her in all my life. They did not
give her enough chloroform; I told them so. Ah! if you had
heard her scream when she awoke—before it was over! That
scream still re-echoes in my ears! However," he continued, after
a nervous spasm, "if I had to begin again, I would choose some
other way of dying, some way in which I should not suffer so
much. Then, you know, she died, and I fancied I had killed
her. She is ever before me,... covered with blood.... And
then I took to drinking. I drank because I love her still....
That's all!"
Barnier relapsed into silence. After a long pause, he again
spoke, and said to Malivoire:[Pg 6560]—
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