Life and Gabriella: The Story of a Woman's CourageGlasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
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Life and Gabriella: The Story of a Woman's Courage
Glasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
And yet, though Gabriella prayed for moderation, she found after a few
months that motherhood was absorbing the full strength of her nature.
George hardly existed for her; he came and went like the passing of a
shadow, and she began gradually to sink her life into the life of her
child. Not until the winter was she brought back to a sharp realization
of her neglected duty to her mother; and this came with a letter from
Mrs. Carr during the last week in January. Mrs. Carr was still living
with Jane, and though she had accepted mildly Gabriella's reasons for
postponing her coming to New York, she was beginning somewhat
plaintively to question. She had made little effort to hide her
disappointment at not being with her daughter when her grandchild was
born, for, in spite of the fact that she had tragically assisted at the
entrance of Jane's six children into the world, she still possessed an
insatiable appetite for the perpetually recurring scenes of birth and
death. Then only did her natural bent of mind appear to be justified by
universal phenomena.
And now on this morning in January, when Frances Evelyn, the baby, lay
good and quiet in her crib, Gabriella read over again the disturbing
letter she had just received from her mother.
MY DEAR DAUGHTER:
Jane wrote you that I had had a slight attack of pneumonia, so you
understood why I was obliged to let so long a time go by without
sending you a letter. Though I have been out of bed now for more
than a fortnight, I still feel so weak and good for nothing that I
am hardly equal to the exertion of writing. Then, too, I have had
some trouble with my wrist--the right one--and this has made it
really painful for me to hold a pen or even a fork. The doctor
thinks it is a nervous affection and that it will pass away as soon
as I get back my strength, and I am sure I hope and pray that it
will. But sometimes I feel as if I should never get any stronger,
and of course while my wrist is crippled I am unable to do any
sewing. This has depressed me very much, for poor Jane has so many
worries of her own that I dread being dependent on her, and Charley
has not been at all well this winter, though kinder and more
considerate than I have ever known him to be. He has his faults,
but I have always felt that he was not entirely responsible and
that we ought to pity rather than blame him. Women can never be too
thankful that they are spared by a merciful Providence the
temptations which seem to beset men. When we consider how much more
sheltered our lives are, we ought to be lenient in our judgment,
and I cannot help feeling that God meant us to be so when he gave
us more spiritual natures than those of men. Dr. Preston gave a
very instructive and impressive talk on that subject before the
Ladies' Aid Society of our church the week before I was taken sick.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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