The year before, I had been requested by an American author, of great
merit, to contribute to the North American Review, published for several
years in Philadelphia; and he promised to remunerate me in proportion to
the success of the work. I had contrived to write several articles after
the children were asleep, though the expense even of the stationery and
the postage of the manuscripts was severely felt by one so destitute of
means; but the hope of being of the least service to those dear to me
cheered me to the task. I never realized anything from that source; but
I believe it was not the fault of the editor. Several other American
editors had written to me to furnish them with articles; but I was
unable to pay the postage of heavy packets to the States, and they could
not reach their destination without being paid to the frontier. Thus,
all chance of making any thing in that way had been abandoned. I wrote
to Mr. L----, and frankly informed him how I was situated. In the most
liberal manner, he offered to pay the postage on all manuscripts to his
office, and left me to name my own terms of remuneration. This opened
up a new era in my existence; and for many years I have found in this
generous man, to whom I am still personally unknown, a steady friend. I
actually shed tears of joy over the first twenty-dollar bill I received
from Montreal. It was my own; I had earned it with my own hand; and it
seemed to my delighted fancy to form the nucleus out of which a future
independence for my family might arise. I no longer retired to bed when
the labours of the day were over. I sat up, and wrote by the light of
a strange sort of candles, that Jenny called “sluts,” and which the
old woman manufactured out of pieces of old rags, twisted together and
dipped in pork lard, and stuck in a bottle. They did not give a bad
light, but it took a great many of them to last me for a few hours.
The faithful old creature regarded my writings with a jealous eye. “An',
shure, it's killin' yerself that you are intirely. You were thin enough
before you took to the pen; scribblin' an' scrabblin' when you should be
in bed an' asleep. What good will it be to the childhren, dear heart! if
you die afore your time, by wastin' your strength afther that fashion?”
Jenny never could conceive the use of books. “Shure, we can live and
die widout them. It's only a waste of time botherin' your brains wid the
like of them; but, thank goodness! the lard will soon be all done, an'
thin we shall hear you spakin' again, instead of sittin' there doubled
up all night, desthroying your eyes wid porin' over the dirthy writin'.”
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