I was born in the year 1826, of noble and wealthy parents. Our mansion
contained a small chapel, with many images, sacred paintings, and a
neatly furnished mass altar. My father was a man of the world. He loved
the society of fashionable men. As he lived on the rents and income
of his estates, he had little to do, except to amuse himself with his
friends. My mother, who was of as mild and sweet disposition, loved my
father very dearly, but was very unhappy the most of the time because
my father spent so much of his time in drinking with his dissolute
companions, card playing, and in balls, parties, theatres, operas,
billiards, &c. Father did not intend to be unkind to my mother, for he
gave her many servants, and abundance of gold, horses, carriages and
grooms, and said frequently in my hearing, that his wife should be as
happy as a princess. Such was the state of society in Italy that men
thought their wives had no just reason to complain, so long as they were
furnished with plenty of food, raiment and shelter.
One of my father's most intimate friends was the very Rev. Father
Salvator, a Priest of the order of St. Francis; he wore the habit of
the order, his head was about half shaved. The sleeves of his habit were
very large at the elbow; in these sleeves he had small pockets, in which
he usually carried his snuff box, handkerchief, and purse of gold. This
priest was merry, full of fun and frolic; he could dance, sing, play
cards, and tell admirably funny stories, such as would make even the
devils laugh in their chains.
Such was the influence and power this Franciscan had over my father and
mother, that in our house, his word was law. He was our confessor, knew
the secrets and sins, and all the weak points of every mind in the whole
household. My own dear mother taught me to read before I was seven years
of age. As I was the only child, I was much petted and caressed, indeed,
such was my mother's affection for me that I was seldom a moment out of
her sight. There was a handsome mahogany confessional in our own chapel.
When the priest wanted any member of the household to come to him to
confession, he wrote the name on a slate that hung outside the chapel
door, saying that he would hear confessions at such a time to-morrow.
Thus, we would always have time for the full examination of our
consciences. Only one at a time was ever admitted into the chapel, for
confessional duty, and the priest always took care to lock the door
inside and place the key in his sleeve pocket. My mother and myself were
obliged to confess once a week; the household servants, generally once a
month. My father only once a year, during Lent, when all the inhabitants
of seven years, and upwards, are obliged to kneel down to the priests,
in the confessional, and receive the wafer God under the severest
penalties. Woe to the individual who resists the ecclesiastical mandate.
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