Immediately the door opened, and a figure representing the Roman
Catholic idea of his Satanic Majesty entered the room. He was very
black, and covered with long hair, probably the skin of some wild
animal. He had two long white tusks, two horns on his head, a large
cloven foot, and a long tail that he drew after him on the floor. He
looked so frightful, and recalled to my mind so vividly the figure that
I saw at the White Nunnery, that I was very much frightened; still I did
not believe it was really a supernatural being. I suspected that it was
one of the priests dressed up in that way to frighten us, and I now
know that such was the fact. But what of that? We all feared the priests
quite as much as we should the Evil One himself, even if he should come
to us in bodily shape, as they pretended he had done. Most of the nuns
were very much frightened when they saw that figure walk up to the
bedside, taking good care, however, to avoid the priest, he being so
very holy it was impossible for an evil spirit to go near or even look
at him.
The priest then ordered us to return to the kitchen, for said he, "The
devil has come for this nun's soul, and will take it with him," As we
left the room I looked around on my companions and wondered if they
believed this absurd story. I longed to ask them what they thought of
it, but this was not allowed. All interchange of thought or feeling
being strictly forbidden, we never ventured to speak without permission
when so many of us were present, for some one was sure to tell of it if
the least rule was broken.
I was somewhat surprised at first that we were all sent to the kitchen,
as but few of us were employed there; but we were soon called back again
to look at the corpse. I was inexpressibly shocked at this summons, for
I had not supposed it possible for her to die so soon. But she was dead;
and that was all we could ever know about it. As we stood around the
bed, the priest said she was an example of those in the world called
heretics; that her soul was in misery, and would remain so forever; no
masses or prayers could avail her then, for she could never be prayed
out of hell. Sins like hers could never be forgiven.
I continued to work in the kitchen as usual for many months after this
occurrence, and for a few weeks the sick nun was there a great part of
the time. Whenever we were alone, and sure that no one was near, we used
to converse together, and a great comfort it was to us both. I felt that
I had found in her one real friend, to sympathize with me in my grievous
trials, and with whom I could sometimes hold communication without fear
of betrayal. I had proved her, and found her faithful, therefore I
did not fear to trust her. No one can imagine, unless they know by
experience, how much pleasure we enjoyed in the few stolen moments that
we spent together.
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