I shall never forget the last conversation I had with her. She came and
sat down where I was assisting another nun to finish a mat. She asked
us if we knew what was going on in the house. "As I came from my room,"
said she, "I saw the priests and Superiors running along the halls, and
they appeared so much excited, I thought something must be wrong. As
they passed me, they told me to go to the kitchen, and stay there. What
does it all mean?" Of course we did not know, for we had neither seen or
heard anything unusual. "Well," said she, "they are all so much engaged
up stairs, we can talk a little and not be overheard. I want to know
something about the people in the world. Are they really cruel and
cold-hearted, as the priests say they are? When you was in the world
were they unkind to you?" "On the contrary," I replied, "I would gladly
return to them again if I could get away from the convent. I should
not be treated any worse, at all events, and I shall embrace the-first
opportunity to go back to the world." "That is what I have always
thought since I was old enough to think at all," said she, "and I have
resolved a great many times to get away if possible. I suppose they tell
us about the cruelty in the world just to frighten us, and prevent us
from trying to escape. I am so weak now I do not suppose I could walk
out of Montreal even if I should leave the convent. But if I ever get
strong enough, I shall certainly try to escape from this horrible place.
O, I could tell you things about this convent that would curdle the
blood in your veins."
The other nun said that she had been once in the world, and every one
was kind to her. "I shall try to get out again, some day," said she,
"but we must keep our resolutions to ourselves, for there is no one
here, that we can trust. Those whom we think our best friends will
betray us, if we give them a chance. I do believe that some of them
delight in getting us punished."
The sick nun said, "I have never exposed any one and I never will. I
have the secrets of a great many hid in my breast, that nothing shall
ever extort from me." Here she was interrupted, and soon left the room.
I never saw her again. Whether she was under punishment, or was so
fortunate as to make her escape, I do not know. As no questions could
be asked, it was very little we could know of each other. If one of our
number escaped, the fact was carefully concealed from the rest, and if
she was caught and brought back, no one ever knew it, except those who
had charge of her. The other nun who worked in the room with me, watched
me very closely. Having heard me declare my intention to leave the first
opportunity, she determined to go with me if possible.
CHAPTER XI.
THE JOY OF FREEDOM.
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