As I drew near the bed, she burst into tears, and whispered, "Can't you
get me a drink of cold water?" I told her I did not know, but I would
try. I hastened to the kitchen, and as no one was present but a nun whom
I did not fear, I procured a pitcher of water, and went back with it
without meeting any one on the way. I was well aware that if seen, I
should be punished, but I did not care. I was doing as I would wish
others to do to me, and truly, I had my reward. Never shall I forget how
grateful that poor sufferer was for a draught of cold water. She could
not tell how many days she had been fasting, for some of the time she
had been insensible; but it must have been several days, and she did not
know how long she was to remain in that condition.
"How came you here?" I asked, in a whisper; "and what have you done to
induce them to punish you so?" "O," said she, with a burst of tears, and
grasping my hand with her pale, cold fingers, "I was in the school, and
I thought it would be so nice to be a nun! Then my father died and left
me all his property, and they persuaded me to stay here, and give it all
to the church. I was so sad then I did not care for money, and I had no
idea what a place it is. I really thought that the nuns were pure and
holy--that their lives were devoted to heaven, their efforts consecrated
to the cause of truth and righteousness. I thought that this was indeed
the 'house of God,' the very 'gate of heaven.' But as soon as they were
sure of me, they let me know--but you understand me; you know what I
mean?" I nodded assent, and once more asked, "What did you do?" "O,
I was in the school," said she, "and I knew that a friend of mine was
coming here just as I did; and I could not bear to see her, in all her
loveliness and unsuspecting innocence, become a victim to these vile
priests. I found an opportunity to let her know what a hell she
was coming to. 'Twas an unpardonable sin, you see. I had robbed the
church--committed sacrilege, they said--and they have almost killed me
for it. I wish they would QUITE, for I am sure death has no terrors for
me now. God will never punish me for what I have done. But go; don't
stay any longer; they'll kill you if they catch you here." I knew that
she had spoken truly--they WOULD kill me, almost, if not quite, if
they found me there; but I must know a little more. "Did you save your
friend?" I asked, "or did you both have to suffer, to pay for your
generous act?" "Did I save her? Yes, thank God, I did. She did not come,
and she promised not to tell of me. I don't think she did; but they
managed to find it out, I don't know how; and now--O God, let me die!"
I was obliged to go, and I left her, with a promise to carry her some
bread if I could. But I could not, and I never saw her again. Yet what
a history her few words unfolded! It was so much like the landlady's
story, I could not forbear relating it to her. She seemed much
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