That night I retired to a comfortable bed, and was soon lost to all
earthly cares in the glorious land of dreams. What unalloyed happiness I
enjoyed that night! what impossible feats I performed! Truly, the vision
was bright, but a sad awaking followed. Some time in the night I was
aroused by the flashing of a bright light from a dark lantern suddenly
opened. I attempted to rise, but before I could realize where I was,
a strong hand seized me and a gag was thrust into my mouth. The man
attempted to take me in his arms, but with my hands and feet I
defended myself to the best of my ability. Another man now came to his
assistance, and with strong cords confined my hands and feet, so that I
was entirely at their mercy. Perfectly helpless, I could neither resist
nor call for help. They then took me up and carried me down stairs, with
no clothing but my night-dress, not even a shawl to shield me from the
cold night air.
At the gate stood a long covered wagon, in form like a butchers cart,
drawn by two horses, and beside it a long box with several men standing
around it. I had only time to observe this, when they thrust me into the
box, closed the lid, placed it in the wagon, and drove rapidly away.
I could not doubt for a moment into whose hands I had fallen, and when
they put me into the box, I wished I might suffocate, and thus end my
misery at once. But they had taken good care to prevent this by boring
holes in the box, which admitted air enough to keep up respiration.
And this was the result of all my efforts for freedom! After all I had
suffered in making my escape, it was a terrible disappointment to be
thus cruelly betrayed, gagged, bound, and boxed up like an article of
merchandise, carried back to certain torture, and perchance to death.
O, blame me not, gentle reader, if in my haste, and the bitter
disappointment and anguish of my spirit, I questioned the justice of the
power that rules the world. Nor let your virtuous indignation wax hot
against me if I confess to you, that I even doubted the existence of
that power. How often had I cried to God for help! Why were my prayers
and tears disregarded? What had I done to deserve such a fife of misery?
These, and similar thoughts occupied my mind during that lonely midnight
ride.
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