Soon after the painters left we were all taken suddenly ill. Some were
worse than others, but all were unwell except one nun. As all exhibited
the same symptoms, we were supposed to have taken poison, and suspicion
fastened on that nun. She was put upon the rack, and when she saw that
her guilt could not be concealed, she confessed that she poisoned the
water in the well, but she would not tell what she put into it, nor
where she got it. She said she did not do it to injure the nuns, for she
thought they were allowed so little drink with their food, they would
not be affected by it, while those who drank more, she hoped to kill.
She disliked all the priests, and the Superior, and would gladly have
murdered them all. But for one priest in particular, she felt all the
hatred that a naturally malignant spirit, excited by repeated acts
of cruelty, is capable of. He had punished her repeatedly, and as she
thought, unjustly, and she resolved to avenge herself and destroy her
enemy, even though the innocent should suffer with the guilty. This was
all wrong, fearfully wrong we must admit. But while we look with
horror at the enormity of her crime let us remember that she had great
provocation. I hope there are few who could have sought revenge in the
way she did; yet I cannot believe that any one would endure from another
what she was compelled to suffer from that man, without some feelings of
resentment. Let us not judge too harshly this erring sister, for if
her crime was great, her wrongs were neither small nor few, and her
punishment was terrible.
They tortured her a long time to make her tell what kind of poison she
put in the well, and where she obtained it. They supposed she must have
got it from the painters, but she would never tell where she procured
it. This fact proves that she had some generous feelings left. Under any
other circumstances such magnanimity would have been highly applauded,
and in my secret soul I could not but admire the firmness with which
she bore her sufferings. She was kept upon the rack until all her joints
were dislocated, and the flesh around them mortified. They then carried
her to her room, removed the bed, and laid her upon the bedcord. The
nuns were all assembled to look at her, and take warning by her sad
fate. Such a picture of misery I never saw before. She seemed to have
suffered even more than the old lady I saw in the cellar. It was but a
moment, however, that we were allowed to gaze upon her shrunken ghastly
features, and then she was hid from our sight forever. The nuns,
except two or three, were sent from the room, and thus the murder was
consummated. What else can we call it?
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