When she found that, notwithstanding all her offers, I was resolved to
go, she put into a basket, a change of clothing, the shoes she had given
me, and a good supply of food which she gave me for future use. But the
most acceptable part of her present was a sun-bonnet; for thus far I had
nothing on my head but the cap I wore in the convent. She gave me some
money, and bade me go to Swanton, and there, she said, I could take the
cars. I accordingly bade her farewell, and, basket in hand, directed my
steps toward the depot some seven miles distant, as I was informed; but
I thought it a long seven miles, as I passed over it with my sore feet,
the blood starting at every step.
On my arrival at the depot, a man came to me, and asked where I wished
to go. I told him I wished to go as far into the State as my money would
carry me. He procured me a ticket, and said it would take me to St.
Albans. He asked me where I came from, but I begged to be excused from
answering questions. He then conducted me to the ladies room, and left
me, saying the cars would be along in about an hour.
In this room, several ladies were waiting to take the cars. As I walked
across the room, one of them said, in a tone that grated harshly on my
feelings, "Your skirt is below your dress." I did not feel very good
natured, and instead of saying "thank you," as I should have done, I
replied in the most impudent manner, "Well, it is clean, if it is in
sight." The lady said no more, and I sat down upon a sofa and fell
asleep. As I awoke, one of the ladies said, "I wonder who that poor girl
is!" I was bewildered, and, for the moment, could not think where I was,
but I thought I must make some reply, and rousing myself I turned to
her, and said, "I am a nun, if you wish to know, and I have just escaped
from a convent." She gave me a searching look, and said, "Well, I must
confess you do look like one. I often visit in Montreal where I see a
great many of them, and they always look poor and pale. Will you allow
me to ask you a few questions?" By this time, I was wide awake,
and realized perfectly where I was, and the folly of making such an
imprudent disclosure. I would have given much to recall those few words,
for I had a kind of presentiment that they would bring me trouble. I
begged to be excused from answering any questions, as I was almost crazy
with thinking of the past and did not wish to speak of it.
The lady said no more for some time, but she kept her eye upon me, in
a way that I did not like; and I began to consider whether I had better
wait for the cars, or start on foot. I was sorry for my imprudence, but
it could not be helped now, and I must do the best I could to avoid the
unpleasant consequences which might result from it. I had just made up
my mind to go on, when I heard in the far distance, the shrill whistle
of the approaching train; that train which I fondly hoped would bear me
far away from danger, and onward to the goal of my desires.
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