Life in the sick-room : $b EssaysMartineau, Harriet
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Life in the sick-room : $b Essays
Martineau, Harriet
Conduct of life; Sick
Strange as this rejoicing in misery may appear, it is to some minds as
natural and authorised by the laws of our being, as the joy which
attends the acquisition of a great idea, or the verification of a potent
truth. It is as verification that such pain is welcome. To men of the
most spiritual tone of mind, every attestation of the reality of unseen
objects is a boon of the highest order; and no such attestation can
surpass in clearness that which is afforded by the sensible progress of
decay in the material part of the sufferer’s frame. All attempt at
description is here vain. Nothing but experience can convey a conception
of the intense reality in which God appears supreme, Christ and his
gospel divine, and holiness the one worthy aim and chief good, when our
frame is refusing its offices, and we can lay hold on no immediate
outward support and solace. It is conceivable to the healthy and happy,
that, if waked up from sleep by a tremendous earthquake, the first
recoil of terror might be followed by an intense perception of the
fixity and tranquillity of the spiritual world, in immediate contact
with the turbulence of the outward and lower scene. It is conceivable to
us all that the drowning man may, as is recorded, see his whole life, in
all its minute details, presented to him, as in clear vision, in one
instant of time, as he lapses into death. Well,--something like both
these experiences is that of extreme and dissolving pain, to a certain
order of minds. The vision and the attestation are present, without the
horrors caused, amidst an earthquake, by the misery of a perishing
multitude, though at the cost of more bodily anguish than in the case of
the drowning man. Though there may be keen doubts in a modest sufferer
how long such anguish can be decently endured,--whether the filial
submission will hold out against torment,--there is through, above and
beyond such doubts, so overpowering an impression of the vitality of the
conscious part of us, and of the reality of the highest objects for
which it was created and has lived,--so inexpressible a sense of the
value of what we have prayed for, and of the evanescence of what we are
losing,--that it is no wonder if the dying have been known to call for
aid in their thanksgivings, and to struggle for sympathy even in their
incommunicable convictions. If the shadows of the dark valley part, and
disclose to such an one the regions that lie in the light of God’s
countenance, it is no wonder that he calls on those near him to look and
see, though he is making the transit alone.
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