This man loved his sons, not only because they were of his blood but
because he had a loving heart. He loved them both, the older and the
younger; perhaps the younger a little more than the older, but so little
that he did not realize it himself. Fathers and mothers often have a
weakness for the youngest because he is the smallest, he is the
sweetest, he is the last baby, and after his birth there was never
another one, so that his boyhood, still so recent, so prolonged,
stretches out to the sill of his young manhood like a lingering halo of
tenderness. It seems only yesterday that he was a baby at the breast,
that he took his first stumbling steps, that he sprang up to embrace his
father, or sat astride his knees.
But this man was not partial. He loved his sons like his two eyes and
his two hands, equally dear, one at the left, one at the right, and he
saw to it that both were happy. Nothing lacked for either one.
And yet, even in the case of sons of one father, it almost never happens
that two brothers have the same tastes or even similar tastes. The older
was a serious-minded young man, sedate, settled, who seemed already
grown up and mature, a husband, the head of a family. He respected his
father, but more as master than as father, without any impulsive show of
affection. He worked faithfully, but he was hard and captious with the
servants; he went through all the religious forms, but did not let the
poor come about him. Although the house was full of all possible good
things, yet for them there was never anything. He pretended to love his
brother, but his heart was full of the poison of envy. When people say
“to love like a brother” they say the contrary of what ought to be said.
Brothers very rarely love each other. Jewish history, not to speak of
any other, begins with Cain, goes on with Jacob’s cheating Esau, with
Joseph sold by his brothers, with Absalom, who killed Amon, with Solomon
who had Adonijah killed: a long bloody road of jealousy, opposition and
betrayal. It would be more correct to say “a father’s love,” rather than
a brother’s.
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