“Wilt thou then that we go and gather them up?” But he said, “Nay; lest
while ye gather up the tares ye root up also the wheat with them. Let
both grow together until the harvest; and in the time of harvest I will
say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in
bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn.”
Thus like a good husbandman Jesus waits for the day of the harvest. One
day an immense multitude was about Him to listen to Him, and seeing all
these men and these women who were hungering after righteousness and
thirsting after love, He was moved with compassion and said to His
disciples: “The harvest truly is plenteous but the laborers are few;
Pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest, that he will send forth
laborers into this harvest.”
His voice does not carry everywhere, not even the Twelve are enough:
others are necessary to proclaim the good news, that it may be carried
to all those who suffer and who await it.
THE TWELVE
Fate knows no better way to punish the great for their greatness than by
sending them disciples. Every disciple, just because he is a disciple,
cannot understand all that his master says, but at very best only half,
and that according to the kind of mind he has. Thus without wishing to
falsify the teaching of his master, he deforms it, vulgarizes it,
belittles it, corrupts it.
The disciple nearly always has companions and is jealous of them; he
would like to be at least first among those who are second; and
accordingly he maligns and plots against his fellows; and each one
believes that he is, or at least wishes others to believe that he is,
the only perfect interpreter of the master.
The disciple knows that he is a disciple and sometimes it shames him to
be one who eats at another’s table. Then he twists and turns the
master’s thought to make it seem that he has a thought of his own,
different and original. Or else, and this is the most graceless and
servile manner of being a disciple, he teaches exactly the opposite of
what he was taught.
In every disciple, even in those who seem most loyal, there is the seed
of a Judas. A disciple is a parasite, a middleman who robs the seller
and tricks the buyer; a dependent who, invited to dine, nibbles at the
hors d’œuvres, licks the sauces, picks at the fruit, but does not attack
the bones because he has no teeth, or only milk teeth, to crack them and
suck out the meaty marrow. The disciple paraphrases sentences, obscures
mysteries, complicates what is clear, multiplies difficulties, comments
on syllables, travesties principles, clouds evidence, magnifies
non-essentials, weakens the essential, dilutes the strong wine, and
retails this hodge-podge as elixir distilled and quintessence. Instead
of a torch which gives light and fire, he is a smoky wick giving no
light even to himself.
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