On the other hand others give revenge as the reason. No man betrays
another without hating him. Why did Judas hate Jesus? They remember the
dinner in the house of Simon and the nard of the weeping woman. The
reproof for his stinginess and hypocrisy must have exasperated the
disciple who perhaps had been reproved for these faults on other
occasions. To the rancor of this rebuff was added envy which always
flourishes in vulgar souls. And as soon as he could revenge himself
without danger, he went to the palace of Caiaphas.
But did he really think that his denunciation would bring Jesus to His
death or did he rather suppose that they would content themselves with
flogging Him and forbidding Him to speak to the people? The rest of the
story seems to show that the condemnation of Jesus unnerved him as a
terrible and unexpected result of his kiss. Matthew describes his
despair in a way to show that he was sincerely horrified by what had
happened through his fault. The money which he had pocketed became like
fire to him: and when the priests refused to take it back he threw it
down in the Temple. Even after this restitution he had no peace and
hastened to kill himself. He died on the same day as his victim. Luke in
the Acts sets down in another way the evil end of Judas, but the
Christian tradition prefers the story of his remorse and suicide.
In spite of all the unraveling of unsatisfied minds, mysteries are still
tangled about the mystery of Judas. But we have not yet invoked the
testimony of Him who knew better than all men, even better than Judas,
the true secret of the betrayal. Jesus alone could give us the key to
the mystery; Jesus who saw into the heart of Judas as into the hearts of
all men, and who knew what Judas was to do before he had done it.
Jesus chose Judas to be one of the Twelve and to carry the gospel to the
world along with the others. Would He have chosen him, kept him with
Him, beside Him, at His table, for so long a time if He had believed him
to be an incurable criminal? Would He have confided to him what was
dearest in the world to Him, the most precious thing in the world—the
prophecy of the Kingdom of God?
Up to the last days, up to that last evening, Jesus treated Judas
exactly like the others. To him, as to all others, He gave His body,
symbolized by bread, His soul, symbolized by wine. He washed and wiped,
with His own hands, the feet of Judas, those feet which had carried him
to the house of Caiaphas—with those hands which, through Judas’ fault,
were to be nailed to the cross on the following day. And when, in the
red light of the flickering lanterns and the flashing of swords, Judas,
under the dark shadow of the olive trees, came and kissed that face
still wet with bloody sweat, Jesus did not repel him, but said, “Friend,
wherefore art thou come?”
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