But one of them, when he heard the great words of his envied companion,
“Forgive them; for they know not what they do,” suddenly fell silent.
That prayer was so new for him, summoned him to emotions so foreign to
his nature and all his life, that it carried him back at one stroke to
his almost forgotten childhood, when he also was innocent, and when he
knew there was a God of whom one could ask for peace as poor men beg for
bread at the rich man’s door. But in no canticle could he remember
hearing any such prayer as this, so extraordinary, so paradoxical in the
mouth of one who was at that moment being killed. And yet those
impossible words found in the thief’s withered heart an echo of
something he would have liked to believe, above all at that moment when
he was about to appear before a Judge more awful than those of the
law-courts. This prayer of Jesus’ found an unexpected echo in his own
thought, a thought beyond his power to formulate or express, but which
now seemed to him luminous in the darkness of his fate. Had he really
known what he was doing? Had other men ever thought of him? Had they
ever done for him what they could to turn him from evil? Had there ever
been any one who really loved him? Had any one given him food when he
was hungry and a cloak when he was cold, and a friendly word when
suddenly temptations laid siege to his lonely and dissatisfied soul? If
he had had a little more bread and love, would he have committed the
actions which had brought him to Golgotha? Was he not also among those
who knew not what they do, distraught by poverty, abandoned among
ambushed passions? Were they not thieves like him, the Levites who
trafficked in the offerings of the faithful, the Pharisees who cheated
widows, the rich men, who by their usury drained dry the veins of the
poverty-stricken? Those were the men who had condemned him to death; but
what right had they to kill him if they had never done anything to save
him, and if they, too, were tainted with his guilt?
All these thoughts went through his distracted heart while he waited to
be fastened to the cross. The nearness of death—and what a death!—this
unheard-of prayer of the man who was not a thief, but who was suffering
the penalty of thieves, the hate which deformed the faces of the men who
had condemned him also, moved his poor, maimed soul, and inclined him to
emotions unfelt since his boyhood, to emotions the very name of which he
did not know, but which were very like to tenderness and repentance.
When they were all on the cross, the other thief, although suffering
terribly from his pierced hands and feet, began again to insult Jesus.
He also began to vomit out the challenge of the Jews, “If thou be
Christ, save thyself and us.”
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