He had sinned; in the eyes of men, he had gravely sinned, he had taken
away from the rich a little of their riches, perhaps he had also stolen
a little from the poor, but for sinners ailing with an illness worse
than any bodily weakness, Jesus had always a tenderness of which He made
no show, but which He was never willing to hide. Had He not come to
bring back to the warmth of the stable the flock lost among the thorns
of the countryside? Were not the wicked already sufficiently punished
with their own wickedness? And those who thought themselves righteous,
were they not perhaps often more corrupt than the wicked they condemned?
Jesus does not pardon all men. That would be injustice, holier than the
injustice of the world, but still unjust. But a single motion of
repentance, a single word of regret is enough. The prayer of the thief
was enough to absolve him.
The Good Thief was Jesus’ last convert in His corporeal existence. He
was the last Disciple and at the same time the first of the martyrs, for
Peter’s Gospel tells us that when they heard his words, the Jews were
angered against him and demanded that his legs should not be broken, in
order that he might die in greater torment. The legs of crucified men
were broken out of mercy that their sufferings might end sooner; this
shortening of his torture was refused to him because he had defended
Christ and believed in Him: like his Master, he was forced to drink his
cup to the dregs.
We know nothing more of him; only his name preserved in an apocryphal
manuscript. The Church has received him among her saints because of this
promise of Christ, with the name of Dismas.
THE DARKNESS
Jesus’ breathing was more and more like the death-rattle. His chest
heaved with convulsive efforts to breathe; loud, painful pulses hammered
at His temples. His heart beat so rapidly and so violently that it shook
Him as if it would tear Him loose; the feverish thirst of crucified men
flamed all over His body, as if His blood had become a raging molten
fire in His veins. Stretched in that painful position, nailed to the
beams and not able to move, held up by His hands, which were lacerated
if He let Himself hang by them, but which, if He held them up, exhausted
His weak and worn-out frame, that young and divine body which had
suffered so many times because it contained too great a soul, was now a
funeral pyre of suffering where all the sufferings of the world burned
together.
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