Our permanent unhappiness is a proof that the experiment of the old
world has failed, that Nature is hostile, that the past is wrong, that
to live like animals according to the elementary instinct of animals,
only slightly furbished up and varnished with humanity, results in
wretchedness and despair.
Those who have laughed at or wept over the infinite wretchedness of man
have seen clearly. The pessimists are right. Those who denounce our
boasting, those who scorn our strengthlessness, those who despise our
ignominy, how can they be refuted?
Whoever is not born to wriggle contentedly in the worm heap, eating his
particle of earth, he who has not only a stomach and two hands, but a
soul and a heart; he whose soul is of finer temper because it has been
so beaten upon, is bound to feel a horror of mankind. For hard, arid
natures this horror changes into repugnance and hate; for others richer
and more generous it turns to pity and love.
When we read Leopardi and consider how he lost (perhaps because of the
imperfect Christians surrounding him) his youthful love of Christ and,
eating his heart out in reasoning despair, ended with the despairing
lines, “Tiresome and bitter is life, never aught but that”; who of us
will have the insight to reply, “Be quiet, unfortunate man! If you taste
nothing but bitterness, it comes from the wormwood you are eating; if
you find life tiresome the fault is yours; you yourself have used the
infernal stone of barren reasoning to cauterize those feelings which
would have made your life cheerful or at least endurable”?
No, Leopardi was not mistaken, for when you see men as they are and have
no hope of saving them, or changing them, and you cannot live like them
because you are too different from them, and cannot succeed in loving
them because you believe them condemned to eternal unhappiness and
wickedness, when you feel that the brutes will always be brutes and the
cowards always cowards and the foul always more sunk in their foulness,
what else can you do but counsel your heart to silence, and hope for
death? There is but one question: are men unchangeable, not to be
transformed, not capable of becoming better? Or, on the other hand, can
man rise above himself and make himself holy? The answer is of terrible
importance. All our destiny is in that question. Among superior men many
have not been fully conscious of this dilemma. Many have believed and
still believe that the form of life can be changed, but not the essence;
and that to man everything will be given except to change the nature of
his spirit; that man can become yet more master of the world, richer and
more learned, but he cannot change his moral structure. His feelings,
his primary instincts will always remain as they were in the wild
occupants of the caves, in the constructors of the lake cities, in the
first barbarians and in the peoples of the most ancient kingdoms.
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