Life of Father Ignatius of St. Paul, Passionist (The Hon. & Rev. George Spencer).Pius a Sp. Sancto (Pius a Spiritu Sancto)
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Life of Father Ignatius of St. Paul, Passionist (The Hon. & Rev. George Spencer).
Pius a Sp. Sancto (Pius a Spiritu Sancto)
Passionists; Spencer, George, 1799-1864
to him and not laugh himself to hysterics. "Ah, my dear friend,"
answered the patient, "I am the veritable Mr. N. myself." It is
sometimes argued that small minds of a feminine caste, composed of the
ingredients {92} which the "Spectator" wittily discovers in the
dissection of a beau's head, can be content with frivolities, whilst a
grand intellect is only made indignant by them. We could quote
examples to bear us out in a conclusion the direct contrary of this.
How, then, can we solve the problem? Why can some live and die in a
whirl of dissipation with apparent relish, whilst others get clogged
by a few balls, and fling worldly enjoyment to the winds on account of
the very nausea it creates? It may be considered as "going into the
sacristy" to say that those whom God chooses for great things, He
weans from pleasure by a salutary dissatisfaction? so the point will
not be insisted on. The only ordinary way in which it can be accounted
for is, that the lovers of pleasure deafen the voice of conscience,
whereas the others give this good monitor room to speak, and
occasionally lend an ear. Whichever way we please to look upon F.
Ignatius at this period of his life, we shall find ample material for
theorizing on the unreality of worldly joys. He concludes the first
volume of his Journal with the following considerations:--
"Dec. 31.--I have ended this year, as the last, with a very pleasant
evening, as far as noise and fun can make it. But a more reasonable
way would be (as I am now in my room, with my watch in my hand,
nearly on the stroke of twelve) to end it in making good resolutions
for the year to come,--which may, I hope, pass as prosperously, and
more usefully, than the last. The new year is now commenced, and I
recommend myself to the protection and guidance of Almighty
Providence to bring me safely and well to the end of it. I now bid
farewell to this journal-book, which is but a record of my follies,
and absurdities, and weaknesses, to myself, who know the motive of
the actions which are here commemorated, and of many more which I
have done well to omit. There is no fear of my forgetting them, nor
do I wish it. The less other men know about my inward thoughts, the
better for me in their estimation."
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