Life of Frederick Courtenay Selous, D.S.O., Capt. 25th Royal FusiliersMillais, John Guille
Philosophy
Life of Frederick Courtenay Selous, D.S.O., Capt. 25th Royal Fusiliers
Millais, John Guille
Selous, Frederick Courteney, 1851-1917; World War, 1914-1918 -- Campaigns -- Africa
"... After all, there is nothing that in any way comes up to
home and wife and children, in spite of the penalty one has to
pay for having given hostages to fortune. I know just exactly
how you feel about the 'two hearts.' Having a wife and six
children, of whom I am very fond, I have found it more and more
difficult to get away; for the last eight years, indeed, my
hunting trips have merely been short outings. I am of course
very much interested in my work here; but I cannot say how I
long at times for the great rolling prairies of sun-dried yellow
grass, where the antelopes stand at gaze, or wheel and circle;
for the splintered cottonwoods on the bank of some shrunken
river, with the wagon drawn up under them, and the ponies
feeding round about; for the great pine forests, where the bull
elk challenge, and the pack-train threads its way through the
fallen timber. I long also for the other wilderness which I have
never seen, and never shall see, excepting through your books,
and the books of two or three men like you who are now dead. It
may be that some time I can break away from this sedentary life
for a hunt somewhere; and of all things possible to me, I should
like to take this hunt among the big bears of Alaska, and try to
work out their specific relationship. But I don't know whether I
shall ever get the chance; and of course this sedentary life
gradually does away with one's powers; though I can walk and
shoot a little yet. Politics is a rather engrossing pursuit,
and, unfortunately, with us it is acute in the Fall, at the very
time of the best hunting; and as my children grow older I am
more and more concerned with giving them a proper training for
their life-work, whatever it may be. I don't yet accept the fact
that I shall never get the chance to take some big hunt again,
and perhaps it may come so I shall be able to; and meanwhile I
do revel in all the books about big game, and when I can get out
to my ranch even for ten days, I enjoy it to the last point,
taking an old cow-pony and shambling off across the grassy flats
for a few days' camping, and the chance of an occasional
prong-buck.
"I am glad you like to chat with me even by letter. Ever since
reading your first book I have always wanted to meet you. I hope
I may have better luck next year than I had this. You will of
course let me know if you think I can be of any help to you in
your Canadian trip.
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