Life of John Coleridge Patteson : Missionary Bishop of the Melanesian IslandsYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Life of John Coleridge Patteson : Missionary Bishop of the Melanesian Islands
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Missions -- Melanesia; Patteson, John Coleridge, 1827-1871
'August 14.--I marked out to-day some pretty places for the two wooden
houses for the "Southern Cross" sailors at Kohimarama (Focus of Light),
a quiet retired spot, with a beautiful sparkling beach, the schooner
lying just outside the little bay a third of a mile off. Forty or fifty
acres of flat pasturage, but only sixteen properly cleared, and then an
amphitheatre of low hills, covered with New Zealand vegetation. I
passed fine ferns to-day quite thirty feet in the stem, with great
spreading-fronds, like branches of the Norfolk Island pine almost.
'On the 17th of August came the welcome mail from home. "Oh what a
delight it is to see your dear handwriting again!" is the cry in the
reply. Father's I opened first, and read his letter, stopping often
with tears of thankfulness in my eyes to thank God for enabling him not
to be over-anxious about me, and for the blessing of knowing that he was
as well as usual, and also because his work, so distasteful to him, was
drawing to a close. Then I read Fan's, for I had a secret feeling that I
should hear most from her about Alfington.'
On the evening of that day he wrote to Fanny. In answer to the
expression of the pain, of separation, he says:--
'There is One above who knows what a trial it is to you. For myself,
hard as it is, and almost too hard sometimes, yet I have relief in the
variety and unceasing-multiplicity of my occupations. Not a moment of
any day can I be said to be idle. Literally, I have not yet had a minute
to untie my "Guardians;" but for you, with more time for meditating,
with no change of scene, with every object that meets you at home and in
your daily walks reminding you of me, it must indeed be such a trial as
angels love to look upon when it is borne patiently, and with a perfect
assurance that God is ordering all things for our good; and so let us
struggle on to the end. All good powers are on our side, and we shall
meet by the infinite mercy one day when there shall be no separation for
ever.
'I read on in your letter till I came to "Dear Coley, it is very hard to
live without you,"--and I broke down and cried like a child. I was quite
alone out in the fields on a glorious bright day, and it was the relief
I had longed for. The few simple words told me the whole story, and I
prayed with my whole heart that you might find strength in the hour of
sadness. Do (as you say you do) let your natural feelings work; do not
force yourself to appear calm, do not get excited if you can help it;
but if your mind is oppressed with the thought of my absence, do not try
to drive it away by talking about something else, or taking up a book,
etc.; follow it out, see what it ends in, trace out the spiritual help
and comfort which have already, it may be, resulted from it, the growth
of dependence upon God above; meditate upon the real idea of separation,
and think of Mamma and Uncle Frank.'
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