Life of John Coleridge Patteson : Missionary Bishop of the Melanesian IslandsYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Life of John Coleridge Patteson : Missionary Bishop of the Melanesian Islands
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Missions -- Melanesia; Patteson, John Coleridge, 1827-1871
'My dear Fan,--I do not doubt that I am where I ought to be; I do think
and trust that God has given me this work to do; but I need earnest
prayers for strength that I may do it. It is no light work to be
suddenly transplanted from a quiet little country district, where every
one knew me, and the prestige of dear Father's life and your active
usefulness among the people made everything smooth for me, to a work
exceeding in magnitude anything that falls to the lot of an ordinary
parish priest in England--in a strange land, among a strange race
of men, in a newly forming and worldly society, with no old familiar
notions and customs to keep the machine moving; and then to be made
acquainted with such a mass of information respecting Church government
and discipline, educational schemes, conduct of clergy and teachers,
etc., etc. It is well that I am hearty and sound in health, or I should
be regularly overwhelmed with it. Two texts I think of constantly:
"Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might." "Sufficient
for the day," etc. I hardly dare look forward to what my work may be on
earth; I cannot see my way; but I feel sure that He is ordering it all,
and I try to look on beyond the earth, when at length, by God's mercy,
we may all find rest.
'That I have been so well in body and so cheerful in mind ever since I
left home--I mean cheerful on the whole, not without seasons of sadness,
but so mercifully strengthened at all times--must, I think, without
any foolish enthusiasm, be remembered by me as a special act of God's
goodness and mercy. I was not the least weary of the sea. Another month
or two would have made very little difference to me, I think. I am very
fond of it, and I think of my voyages to come without any degree
of dread from that cause, and I have no reason to expect any great
discomfort from any other. I have my whole stock of lemon syrup and
lime juice, so that the salt meat on the "Southern Cross" will be
counteracted in that way; and going round those islands we shall be
ashore every few days. But what most surprises me is this: that when
I am alone, as here at night in a great (for it is large) cheerless,
lonely room, as I should have thought it once; though I can't help
thinking of my own comforts at home, and all dear faces around me,
though I feel my whole heart swelling with love to you all, still I am
not at all sad or gloomy, or cast down. This does surprise me: I did not
think it would or could be so. I have indeed prayed for it, but I had
not faith to believe that my prayer would be so granted. The fact
itself is most certain. I have at Alfington, when alone of an evening,
experienced a greater sense of loneliness than I have once done out
here. Of this hitherto I feel no doubt: it may be otherwise any day of
course; and to what else can I attribute this fact, in all soberness of
mind, but to the mercy of God in strengthening me for my work? Much of
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