Life's Handicap: Being Stories of Mine Own PeopleKipling, Rudyard
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Life's Handicap: Being Stories of Mine Own People
Kipling, Rudyard
India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction; India -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“‘An’ you!” said ould Mother Sheehy, spinnin’ round forninst Dinah.
“Will ye take the half av that man’s load? Stand off from him,
Dinah Shadd, before he takes you down too--you that look to be a
quarther-master-sergeant’s wife in five years. You look too high, child.
You shall WASH for the quarther-master-sergeant, whin he plases to give
you the job out av charity; but a privit’s wife you shall be to the end,
an’ ivry sorrow of a privit’s wife you shall know and niver a joy but
wan, that shall go from you like the running tide from a rock. The pain
av bearin’ you shall know but niver the pleasure av giving the breast;
an’ you shall put away a man-child into the common ground wid niver a
priest to say a prayer over him, an’ on that man-child ye shall think
ivry day av your life. Think long, Dinah Shadd, for you’ll niver have
another tho’ you pray till your knees are bleedin’. The mothers av
childher shall mock you behind your back when you’re wringing over the
wash-tub. You shall know what ut is to help a dhrunken husband home an’
see him go to the gyard-room. Will that plase you, Dinah Shadd, that
won’t be seen talkin’ to my daughter? You shall talk to worse than
Judy before all’s over. The sergints’ wives shall look down on you
contemptuous, daughter av a sergint, an’ you shall cover ut all up wid a
smiling face when your heart’s burstin’. Stand off av him, Dinah Shadd,
for I’ve put the Black Curse of Shielygh upon him an’ his own mouth
shall make ut good.”
‘She pitched forward on her head an’ began foamin’ at the mouth. Dinah
Shadd ran out wid water, an’ Judy dhragged the ould woman into the
verandah till she sat up.
‘“I’m old an’ forlore,” she sez, thremblin’ an’ cryin’, “and ‘tis like I
say a dale more than I mane.”
‘“When you’re able to walk,--go,” says ould Mother Shadd. “This house
has no place for the likes av you that have cursed my daughter.”
‘“Eyah!” said the ould woman. “Hard words break no bones, an’ Dinah
Shadd’ll kape the love av her husband till my bones are green corn. Judy
darlin’, I misremember what I came here for. Can you lend us the bottom
av a taycup av tay, Mrs. Shadd?”
‘But Judy dhragged her off cryin’ as tho’ her heart wud break. An’ Dinah
Shadd an’ I, in ten minutes we had forgot ut all.’
‘Then why do you remember it now?’ said I.
‘Is ut like I’d forget? Ivry word that wicked ould woman spoke fell
thrue in my life aftherwards, an’ I cud ha’ stud ut all--stud ut
all--excipt when my little Shadd was born. That was on the line av march
three months afther the regiment was taken with cholera. We were betune
Umballa an’ Kalka thin, an’ I was on picket. Whin I came off duty the
women showed me the child, an’ ut turned on uts side an’ died as I
looked. We buried him by the road, an’ Father Victor was a day’s march
behind wid the heavy baggage, so the comp’ny captain read a prayer.
An’ since then I’ve been a childless man, an’ all else that ould Mother
Sheehy put upon me an’ Dinah Shadd. What do you think, sorr?’
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