East End (London, England) -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Social settlements -- Fiction
Geoff left a few parting directions to a reluctant, but almost entirely
sober, neighbor. When they were in the street Muriel waited for him to
explain; but he did not explain. It was a habit of his not to, possibly
owing to his professional desire to steer clear of the definite. Muriel
was too astonished, hurt and indignant to remain silent for long. She
stopped.
“Good-night, Dr. Grant,” she said with an icy formality. The doctor’s
eyes twinkled.
“What’s the matter?” he asked. She looked at him with a searching angry
glance.
“Your manner has not pleased me to-night,” she replied quietly; “I
should prefer to return alone.”
“I am sorry if I have displeased you, Miss Dallerton,” said Geoff with
his mouth ominously twitching. Was it imaginable that she couldn’t see
he wanted to kiss her? As she stood there, aggrieved, defiant, serious,
her eyes like two points of light under her heavy hair, the bright color
in her cheeks, the whole daring absurdity of _her_ seriously facing life
there in a horrible alley instead of the delicate luxury of a West-End
drawing-room, he could have laughed at the inappropriateness of it.
“It’s too cold for an apology,” he ventured more gravely. “I will see
you about this later, if I may. Please let me see you home first.”
She did not want to seem girlishly tempestuous, so she assented to his
last request, but in bitter silence walked with him to the club. She did
not give him her hand as he said “Good-night.” She wanted tremendously
to refuse to allow him to call, to cut short their acquaintance, to
never set eyes on him again. But she felt an absurd desire to cry
brought on by the physical strain of the past two hours, so that she
said nothing.
Yet when she was in her room she would not cry. She forced the tears
back, and remembered how he had laughed at her! The utter careless
brutality of his whole behavior! And Cynthia could be so foolish as to
imagine he cared for her! She herself had never for an instant dreamed
it—she refused to admit it—it was impossible! It never occurred to her
in the least that Geoff had been trying to rouse her courage through
opposition, and to control his own too tender feelings by a mask of
rudeness. Even if it had occurred to her she would probably have been
just as angry, for what she was really indignant with was his strength
and her weakness, and she could find no excuses for that.
CHAPTER XXXIX
“The best
Impart the gift of seeing to the rest.”
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