East End (London, England) -- Fiction; London (England) -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Social settlements -- Fiction
“And to think that I am respectably married and everything. But that’s
what it is, a poor woman must always suffer for her mistakes, while as
for you—you can have as many of them as you like, and you’re none the
worse for them!” She stopped again; their silence checked her, she felt
hushed by their quiet contempt; and yet, angrier than ever, “I’m the
boy’s mother,” she said turning to Cynthia; “how would you like to have
your child taken from you?” Cynthia looked helplessly at her husband;
the woman had touched the right plea; she was the boy’s mother.
“You shall see Launcelot to-morrow, Mrs. Hicks,” said Leslie, “and by
that time I shall have inquired into your case, and if your assertions
are true as to your husband and his means of support we will consider
the matter. Meanwhile there is nothing more to be said, and if you will
allow me I will take you downstairs.”
Mrs. Hicks looked spitefully at Cynthia, but Leslie’s face checked
her—the baby had begun to cry. She flung up her head and left the room.
The baby had gone, and Cynthia was crying alone in the studio when he
came back. He took her in his arms.
“Oh, Leslie,” she moaned, “he meant everything to us, dear little
fellow. Do you remember he made me good again, and he found you for me?
Leslie, I can’t let him go back to her. She left him so cruelly. He is
mine, darling—tell me I needn’t let him go—he’s such a delicate little
fellow. Oh, I can’t! I can’t!” He stroked her hair; she had never cried
since her marriage.
“Dearest, we will leave it to him. She is his mother—we mustn’t forget
that. She has some claim on him, after all.”
“You could threaten to tell her husband about—about the Count,” she
whispered.
“Oh, no, no, no,” said Leslie gently.
“I didn’t mean it, dear—I didn’t mean it,” she sobbed afresh.
“I will go and bring Launcelot,” he said.
“Isn’t that baby crying?” It was not baby crying, but she turned and
fled upstairs.
“After all,” said Leslie thoughtfully, “she’s not Launcelot’s mother.”
Then he went out.
Muriel came in to find the studio empty of everything but the great
picture of “Motherhood.” The woman holding Paradise in her arms stung
her to the quick with her expression of ineffable content. She was not
looking at the child in her arms. She was holding it too close to need
the reassurance of a glance; she was looking across the child with all
the loves in her eyes, steady and beautiful and bright, eyes too happy
to smile. Muriel knew suddenly that it was the way Cynthia looked at her
husband. She did not wish to see them then, so slowly she let the
curtain down before the picture and crept softly out of the room. But
the woman’s eyes followed her home, and when she was in the club and
back in her room she saw them still. They seemed to have a quiet wonder
in them that any woman could ever dream that there was any other
happiness than that.
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