United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
She did seem afraid to speak--afraid to believe. For a minute she stood
there right in the middle of the sidewalk, staring at the picture. And
when she came toward the window it was less as if coming than as if
drawn. What she really seemed to want to do was to edge away; yet she
came closer, as close as she could, her eyes never leaving the picture,
and then fear, or awe, or whatever it was made her look so queer
gave way to wonder--that wondering which is ready to open the door to
delight. She looked up and down the street as one rubbing one's eyes to
make sure of a thing, and then it all gave way to a joy which lighted
her pale little face like--“Well, like nothing I ever saw before,” was
all the old man could say of it. “Why, she'd never know if the whole
fire department was to run right up here on the sidewalk,” he gloated.
Just then she drew herself up for a long breath. “See?” he chuckled,
delightedly. “She knows it has a smell!” She looked toward the door,
but shook her head. “Knows she can't pay the price,” he interpreted her.
Then, she stepped back and looked at the number above the door. “Coming
again,” he made of that; “ain't going to run no chances of losing the
place.” And then for a long time she stood there before the picture, so
deeply and so strangely quiet that he could not translate her. “I can't
just get the run of it,” was his bewildered conclusion. “I don't see why
it should make anybody act like that.” And yet he must have understood
more than he knew, for suddenly he was seeing her through a blur of
tears.
As he began shutting up for the night he was so excited about the way
she looked when she finally turned away that it never occurred to him to
be depressed about her inability to pay the price.
He kept thinking of her, wondering about her, during the next day. At
a little before six he took up his station near the front window.
Once more the current of workers flowed by. “I'm an old fool,” he told
himself, irritated at the wait; “as if it makes any difference whether
she comes or not--when she can't buy it, anyhow. She's just as big a
fool as I am--liking it when she can't have it, only I'm the biggest
fool of all--caring whether she likes it or not.” But just then the
girl passed quickly by a crowd of girls who were ahead of her and came
hurrying across the street. She was walking fast, and looked excited and
anxious. “Afraid it might be gone,” he said--adding, grimly: “Needn't
worry much about that.”
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