United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
“You won't like my oration to-night, father.”
And still the man did not speak. The words would not have bothered him
much--it was the boy's manner.
“In fact, father, you're going to be desperately disappointed in it.”
The dull red was creeping into the man's cheeks. He was one to have
little patience with that thing of not doing one's work. “Why am I going
to be disappointed? This is no time to shirk! You should--”
“Oh, you'll not complain of the time and thought I've put on it,”
the boy broke in with a short, hard laugh. “But, you see, father--you
see”--his armour had slipped from him--“it doesn't express--your views.”
“Did I ever say I wanted you to express 'my views'? Did I bring you up
to be a mouthpiece of mine? Haven't I told you to _think_?” But with a
long, sharp glance at his boy anger gave way. “Come, boy”--going
over and patting him on the back--“brace up now. You're acting like a
seven-year-old girl afraid to speak her first piece,” and his big laugh
rang out, eager to reassure.
“You won't see it! You won't believe it! I don't suppose you'll
believe it when you hear it!” He turned away, overwhelmed by a sudden
realisation of just how difficult was the thing that lay before him.
The man started toward his son, but instead he walked over and sat down
at the opposite side of the table, waiting. He was beginning to see that
there was something in this which he did not understand.
At last the boy turned to him, fighting back some things, taking on
other things. He gazed at the care-worn, rugged face--face of a worker
and a dreamer, reading in those lines the story of that life, seeing
more clearly than he had ever seen before the beauty and futility of it.
Here was the idealist, the man who would give his whole lifetime to a
dream he had dreamed. He loved his father very tenderly as he looked at
him, read him, then.
“Father,” he asked quietly, “are you satisfied with your life?”
The man simply stared--waiting, seeking his bearings.
“You came to this country when you were nineteen years old--didn't you,
father?” The man nodded. “And now you're--it's sixty-one, isn't it?”
Again he nodded.
“You've been in America, then, forty-two years. Father, do you think as
much of it now as you did forty-two years ago?”
“I don't know what you mean,” the man said, searching his son's quiet,
passionate face. “I can't make you out, Fritz.”
“My favourite story as a kid,” the boy went on, “was to hear you tell of
how you felt when your boat came sailing into New York Harbour, and you
saw the first outlines of a country you had dreamed about all through
your boyhood, which you had saved pennies for, worked nights for, ever
since you were old enough to know the meaning of America. I mean,” he
corrected, significantly, “the meaning of what you thought was America.
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