E. He who fearest is not made wise in love; because what is feared
is not hoped for, but dreaded as an evil. I would remove all fear,
for thou canst not fear and be free. When thou fearest, thou art in
bonds, and when thou art in bonds, thy heart is unreconciled to thy
condition. It is not satisfactory to thyself. Thy unreconciliation
is dissatisfaction with thy condition. Thou wouldst hope for better
things, but thy mind hath been instructed in many errors which remain
to disturb thee.
M. Thou hast said, in thy pilgrimage with us, that what I believe was
true.
E. I said, as I believed; but thou wilt understand that belief is not
always correct. Thou canst believe because of my saying; but thou canst
not know without investigation and tangible facts. The circle, which
bids me labor for thy good, walk not by faith but by wisdom. They are
not controlled by opinions or faiths, but by actual experiments. It
is not actual experiments and demonstrations of facts which weary thy
mind, and paralyze thy industry, but it is thy opinions and doubts.
They are the messengers of discontent and trouble. If thou wouldst
distrust thy distrust, and doubt thy doubts, thy mind would feel the
inspiration of hope. When thy mind hopest for good, thy confidence is
superior to thy doubts. Then the despondency of thy condition vanishes.
M. But what have I to hope for?
E. Thou wilt ask, what is there which I may not hope for? There is
no good, which thou mayest not attain. The wisdom of circles, whose
glory thou hast not seen, may be thine by receiving it. But thy doubts
cause thee to reject thy own good. When the prize is offered thee, thou
refusest, because of thy unbelief. Thy doubts distrust and reject the
best good. They rob thee by thy own consent. It is, indeed, no wonder
to me now, why thou shouldst not advance, and become more happy. I
would advise thee, but thy wisdom apprehends mischief from me. Now, I
am not of thy circle, thou fearest some evil intention is with me. The
worst evil thou canst suffer, is the evil of resisting wisdom.
M. I would not resist what is wise and good, but I would know that it
is wise and good before I receive it.
E. How canst thou know what thy wisdom rejects? When thou askest aid,
how canst thou be benefited, so long as the aid is rejected? Must
not the aid be received to help thee? Wouldst thou require tangible
evidence, or demonstrations of its usefulness before thou wouldst
accept what thy necessities demand? Thou askest for the proof of a
thing, when thou rejectest the only means which can give thee the
required satisfaction. As well might the ignorant say, “I will receive
instruction when I am satisfied by experience that it will be for
my advantage, and not before,” as for thee to demand knowledge of a
subject before thou receivest the lessons, which will make thee know
the truth of the subject.
M. Then, I must receive what thou sayest as truth, and test it by my
experience.
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