London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Tea was laid on one of the desks, a dainty tea, such a tea as Lilian had
never seen in the office, with more pastry than even two girls could eat
who had had no lunch and expected no dinner; an extravagant display.
Then a flapper entered with the tea-pot and the hot-water jug, and
Lilian smiled at her, and the flapper blushed and smiled and tossed her
winged pigtail. The flapper had a shabby air. Lilian could swallow only
one cake because Gertrude was sitting where Felix had sat when he first
told her what she might do and ought to do with herself.
"I am so glad you’ve come!" said Gertrude, in a sort of rapture.
"Yes," Lilian agreed with dignity. "I was bound to come, of course."
She felt wise and mature and tremendously aware of her responsibilities;
and she intended to remain so. Nobody should be able to say of her that
she had lost her head or that she was silly or weak or in any way
unequal to her situation. Above all, Miss Grig should be forced to
continue to respect her.
"I suppose I’d better just go and see them all now," she suggested,
after more tea.
"They’d be delighted if you would," said Gertrude, as if the thing had
not already been arranged.
Naturally Lilian honoured the small room first. The three inhabitants of
the small room--two of them were unknown to her--sprang up, flattered,
ruffled, flustered, excited, at her entrance. There she stood, the
marvellous, the semi-legendary Lilian, who had captured the aristocratic
master, run off with him to the Continent, married him, buried him,
inherited all his possessions, and was soon going to have a baby. Her
famous beauty was under eclipse, her famous figure had grown monstrous
beyond any possible concealment; but she was still marvellous. She was
the most romantic figure that those girls had ever seen; she was all
picture-paper serials and cinema films rolled together and come to life
and reality. Her prestige was terrific. She felt it and knew it and
acted on it. How pathetically common the girls were, how slave-like!
How cheap their frocks! How very small the room (but evidently it had
been tidied for her visit)! She recognized one of the old Underwoods by
a dent in its frame, and remembered the stain on one of the green
lampshades, and the peculiarities of the woodwork of the absurdly small
mirror. She was touched; she might have wept a little, but her great
pride--in her achievement, in her position, in her condition, even in
her tragic sorrow--upheld her safely. Tenderly invited to sit down, she
sat down, and she put expert questions, to the wonderment of practising
typists, thus proving that she was not proud. And then with gracious
adieux she proceeded to the large room where, though her stay was
(properly) more brief, she created still more sensation. In the large
room she surprised one or two surreptitious exchanges of glance
betraying a too critical awareness on the part of some that she had
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