London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
After a few minutes the engine was throbbing again, and they had begun
the descent. But no device could conjure away the ruthless night air.
Back at the hotel Felix took brandy and hot water, accepted Lilian’s hot
water bag in addition to his own, and was in bed and thickly enveloped
in no time at all. Lilian kissed him guiltily and left him. He bade her
good night kindly but absently, engrossed in himself.
VI
The Benefactress
When Lilian was alone in her room she thought anxiously:
"Supposing he should want more brandy in the night--there is none!"
The travelling flask was now empty. (In the emergency, hot water from
the lavatory-basin tap had been used to dilute the brandy. Felix having
said impatiently that any water would do so long as it was hot--hang a
few germs!) She had noticed that he would always take a little brandy
if he felt unwell from whatever cause, and this habit caused her no
uneasiness, for from her father she had acquired a firm belief in the
restorative qualities of brandy; even her mother would say how unwise it
was to "be without" brandy, and before starting for the annual domestic
holiday invariably attended herself to the provision of it. The lack of
brandy settled upon Lilian’s mind, intensifying somehow her sense of
guilt. She felt deeply the responsibilities of the situation, which
became graver and graver to her--the more so as she had no real status
to deal with it.
She wanted to ring the bell, but the bell was within a few yards of
Felix’s door--he often complained on this score--and to ring might be to
wake him. Cautiously she stepped into the corridor, hoping to find
Jacqueline in the service-room at the end of the shabby little side
corridor where the bell and the room-indicator were. She knew the
French for brandy. The main corridor stretched away with an effect of
endlessness. In its whole length only two electric lights had been left
to burn. Solitude and silence made it mysteriously solemn. A pair of
boots, or two pairs of boots--one large, one small and dainty--here and
there on a door-mat seemed inexplicably to symbolize the forlornness of
humanity in the sight of the infinite. The beating of Lilian’s heart
attracted her attention. Not without an effort could she cross the
magic and formidable corridor. The door of the service-room was locked.
No hope! Even Jacqueline had a bed somewhere and was asleep in it; and
brandy was as unattainable as on a coral island.
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