London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
"Then have a nurse for the day," the doctor suggested. "I can get an
English one from the Alexandra Hospital--a very good one. She might
come in at once and stay till ten o’clock, say." Then he proceeded to
the treatment, prescriptions, and so on.... An English nurse!
Lilian felt extraordinarily grateful and reassured. She knew where she
was now. She was in England again.
"Ought I to telegraph home?" she asked.
"I shouldn’t if I were you," the doctor replied. "Better to wait for a
day or two. Telegrams are so disturbing, aren’t they?"
His gentle manner was inexpressibly soothing. It was so soothing that
just as he was leaving she kept him back with a gesture.
"Doctor, before you go, I wish you would do something for me." And she
sat down, her face positively burning and shed tears.
In the night, as she sat with Felix, the patient’s condition
unquestionably improved. He even grew cheerful and laudatory.
"You’re a great girl," he muttered weakly but firmly. "I know I was
most absurdly cross, but I’m a rotten invalid."
She looked at him steadily, and, her secret resolve enfeebled by his
surprising and ravishing appreciation, she let forth, against the
dictates of discretion, the terrific fact which was overwhelming her and
causing every fibre in her to creep.
"It’s true what I told you."
"What?"
"You know----" (A pause.)
"How do you know it’s true?"
"The doctor----"
His reception of the tidings falsified every expectation. He waited a
moment, and then said calmly:
"That’s all right. I’ll see to that."
She did not kiss him, but, sitting on the bed, put her head beside his
on the pillow. Seen close, his eyelashes appeared as big as horsehairs
and transcendently masculine. She tasted the full, deep savour of life
then, moveless, in an awkward posture, in the midst of the huge sleeping
hotel. She had no regrets, no past, only a future.
VIII
Marriage
Lilian went to bed in the morning, not only with the assurance that
Felix was in no danger, but with his words echoing in her heart: "We
shall get married--here--the moment I’m fit." She was nursing his body;
he was nursing her mind. He had realized at once, of course, that the
situation was completely altered, and that he had now one sole duty--his
duty towards her. And, moreover, he had cared for her pride--had not
used the least word or even inflection to indicate that she was
absolutely dependent on his good nature. The very basis of his attitude
towards her was that he and she were indivisible in the matter. She
rose about two o’clock, and she had scarcely got out of bed when the
Irish nurse, Kate O’Connor, tapped at her door, and having received
permission to enter, came in with a conspiratorial air.
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