London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
"Yes, yes," said the doctor. "I shall give you some oxygen this
morning. It will be here in a minute. That will do you a lot of good.
You’ll see."
Lilian was the calmest person in the room. She had decided that there
was no hope, and had braced herself and become matter-of-fact. She was
full of health, power, and magnificent youth, and the living seed of
Felix was within her. She quietly kissed Felix on his damp cheek; no
gold now glistened in his half-empty mouth. She returned to her own
bedroom, and Dr. Samson followed.
"He’s much worse," she said firmly to the doctor.
"He is not better," said the doctor. "But there is always hope."
She glanced sadly at the soft and mournful face of the middle-aged
doctor. Nurse Kate had told her the story of the doctor, who was a
widower and solitary and possibly consumptive, and on account of his
lungs practised on the Riviera during the winter. The vast tragedy of
the world obsessed her; there was no joy nor pleasure in the whole
world, and the ceaseless activities of gaiety that wearied the hotel and
the Casino and the town and the neighbouring towns seemed to her
monstrous, pathetic, and more tragic even than Felix’s bed.
For five days she cabled daily to Miss Grig, and got nothing in reply.
Felix’s strength consistently waned. And neither morphia nor oxygen
could help him more than momentarily. Jacqueline, the nurses, the
doctor, treated Lilian as a holy madonna. They all exclaimed at her
marvellous stedfastness. The manager of the hotel paid a decorous call
of inquiry--though it was apparent that he was already familiar with
every detail--and he, too, treated Lilian as a holy madonna. Two days
later, in the evening, just after Nurse Kate had come on duty, Felix
held out his hand for his wife’s hand, and, casting off his frightful
physical preoccupation, said in a normal voice:
"Everything’s in order. Don’t be an idle woman, my poor girl."
She dropped on her knees, and throwing her arms on his body, cried:
"Darling, I’ve killed you!" (The thought that she had brought about his
death was her continual companion.) But Felix, utterly absorbed again
in the ghastly effort to breathe, had no ears for the wild outburst. In
the night he died. He had written a short note to his sister before the
great relapse, and since then had not even mentioned her.
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The Wreath
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