London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
"How nice of you!" said Lilian, with a weak, acquiescent smile. "But do
ask her to come in here now. She won’t mind me being in bed, will she?"
"I should hope not’m," said the parlourmaid, pawing the ground.
Lilian pushed her lustreless hair out of her eyes. The sun was shining
on part of the tumbled bed. Then Gertie Jackson came in. Absolutely
unchanged! The same neat, provincial, Islingtonian toilette. The same
serious, cheerful, ingenuous gaze. The same unmarred complexion. The
same upright pose and throwing back of the shoulders in unconscious
rectitude and calm intention to front courageously the difficulties of
the day. The same mingling of self-respect and deference. She bent
over the bed; Lilian held up her face like a child with mute invitation,
and Gertie kissed her. What a fresh, honest, innocent, ignorant kiss on
Lilian’s hot, wasted, experienced cheek!
"You poor thing!" Gertrude murmured devotedly.
"I’m seven months gone nearly," Lilian murmured, as if in despair.
"Well, it’ll soon be over, then!" said Gertie buoyantly, in a
matter-of-fact tone.
"Yes, but shall I ever again be like I was?" Lilian demanded gloomily.
"Of course you will, dear. _And_ prettier. They almost always are, you
know. I’ve often noticed it."
"You dear!" cried Lilian, "and do you mean to say you’ve got up earlier
and come all the way down from Islington here to see me before going to
the office? And me keeping you waiting!"
"Why! But of course I came. I’m responsible to you, now poor Miss
Grig’s gone. I told her I would be. And I can’t tell you how glad I
shall be if I suit you and you find you can keep me on. It’s such a
good situation."
Lilian lifted her face again and kissed her--but not the kiss of
gratitude (though there was gratitude in it), the kiss of recompense, of
reward. It was Lilian who, in allowing herself to be faithfully served,
was conferring the favour. Gertrude was the eternal lieutenant, without
ambition, without dreams, asking only to serve with loyalty in security.
In that moment Lilian understood as never before the function of these
priceless Gertrudes whose first instinct when they lost one master was
to attach themselves to another.
"Look here!" said Lilian. "D’you know what I want? I want you to come
and live here till it’s over."
"Of course I will," Gertrude agreed, eagerly ready to abandon her
domestic habits and interior for as long as she was required to do so,
and to resume them whenever it might suit Lilian’s convenience. And all
because Lilian had been beautiful and successful, and would be beautiful
and successful once more!
"You must come to-night, will you?" Lilian insisted, transformed in a
moment into the spoilt and exacting queen.
Gertrude nodded, brightly beaming.
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