Limehouse (London, England) -- Fiction; Short stories, English
All Poplar loved her. The manager loved her, the stage hands loved her,
the door-keeper loved her, even her agent loved her—but unless you are
of the profession, you will not appreciate the boundless significance
of that. And the conductor ... the young conductor worshipped her. He
had been on his knees to her ever since that great first night. It was
delicious agony for him to conduct for her. It was an irritation when
her turn did not get the masses of applause that belonged to her; it
was a still deeper irritation when the houseful of louts roared their
appreciation. At nights he wept for her. Her face was a flower which he
watered with his tears, and day by day she grew for him more and more
lovely and to be desired. He had told her that he was a broken-hearted
man, since the only woman he had loved, when he was eighteen, had
deceived him. Gina thereafter named him the Scorched Butterfly, and would
solace him with kisses.
“Makes me sick,” he used to say to his first fiddle, “when I think that
anything so—you know—kind of ... lovely ... as that should ever have to
die. To think that all that ... er ... you know ... glorious little body
... should ever ... er ... stop living. Don’t seem right. Seems like
a blasted outrage to me. Ought to live for ever—anything as lovely as
that. Gives me the fair fantods. And yet—of course—she will die, same as
all the blasted clods and rotters like you and me. Before long, too, I
shouldn’t wonder. Got a kind of feeling that she will, somehow. Every
time I look at her I think of it. Makes me damn sick with things. Wonder
what it’s all for—all this damn game of living?”
What Gina did to Poplar generally, she did also, in a more exact degree,
to her immediate circle. She took Acacia Grove in hand and woke it up.
She taught it how to release the flesh from its bondage and revel in
the bliss of mere living. There were suppers—or rather Suppers—with the
boys from one or other of the halls as guests, and cheap wine instead
of beer, and sometimes a sinister little bottle of liqueur; and kisses
and caresses were no longer venial sins, but little delicacies that
went round the tables at these festivals as naturally as the cruet. And
because Gina smiled and extolled it, they approved; and how they hastened
to condemn and abolish all that upon which she frowned! She first started
on Mumdear, and brought her away from the seventies and eighties into
these times.
“Now, Mumdear, pull yourself together, and listen to your little Gina.
In some places the younger generation knocks at the door, but in this
house it’s going to knock the bally door down and walk right in.
You’re outmoded. You’ve got to sit up and take notice of things more,
especially of me. Don’t be a back number. Come forward to the front of
the bookstall. Burn that bonnet. Sell those clothes. In a word, pull
yourself together. If you don’t, I shall kill you, and pin you to a cork,
wings extended.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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