“No,” he said, his eyes steady and serious upon me, “don't you ask about
the things you're meaning.” Then his face grew radiant and rather
stern. “Do you suppose I don't know she's too good for me? And that some
bygones can't ever be bygones? But if you,” he said, “never come to look
away up to a woman from away down, and mean to win her just the same as
if you did deserve her, why, you'll make a turruble mess of the whole
business!”
When we walked in silence for a long while, he lighted again with the
blossoming dawn of his sentiment. I thought of the coarse yet taking
vagabond of twenty I had once chanced upon, and hunted and camped with
since through the years. Decidedly he was not that boy to-day! It is
not true that all of us rise through adversity, any more than that all
plants need shadow. Some starve out of the sunshine; and I have seen
misery deaden once kind people to everything but self--almost the
saddest sight in the world! But Lin's character had not stood well the
ordeal of happiness, and for him certainly harsh days and responsibility
had been needed to ripen the spirit. Yes, Jessamine Buckner would have
been much too good for him before that humiliation of his marriage, and
this care of young Billy with which he had loaded himself. “Lin,” said
I, “I will drink your health and luck.”
“I'm healthy enough,” said he; and we came back to the main street and
into the main saloon.
“How d'ye, boys?” said some one, and there was Nate Buckner. “It's on me
to-day,” he continued, shoving whiskey along the bar; and I saw he was
a little drunk. “I'm setting 'em up,” he continued. “Why? Why,
because”--he looked around for appreciation--“because it's not every
son-of-a-gun in Wyoming gets pardoned by Governor Barker. I'm important,
I want you to understand,” he pursued to the cold bystanders. “They'll
have a picture of me in the Cheyenne paper. 'The Bronco-buster of Powder
River!' They can't do without me! If any son-of-a-gun here thinks
he knows how to break a colt,” he shouted, looking around with the
irrelevant fierceness of drink--and then his challenge ebbed vacantly in
laughter as the subject blurred in his mind. “You're not drinking, Lin,”
said he.
“No,” said McLean, “I'm not.”
“Sworn off again? Well, water never did agree with me.”
“Yu' never gave water the chance,” retorted the cow-puncher, and we left
the place without my having drunk his health.
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