At this all talk stopped short inside, reviving in a casual, scanty
manner; while unconscious Billy Lusk, tired of the one subject, now
spoke cheerfully of birds' eggs.
Who knows the child-soul, young in days, yet old as Adam and the hills?
That school-yard slur about his mother was as dim to his understanding
as to the offender's, yet mysterious nature had bid him go to instant
war! How foreseeing in Lin to choke the unfounded jest about his
relation to Billy Lusk, in hopes to save the boy's ever awakening to
the facts of his mother's life! “Though,” said the driver, an easygoing
cynic, “folks with lots of fathers will find heaps of brothers in this
country!” But presently he let Billy hold the reins, and at the next
station carefully lifted him down and up. “I've knowed that woman, too,”
he whispered to me. “Sidney, Nebraska. Lusk was off half the time. We
laughed when she fooled Lin into marryin' her. Come to think,” he mused,
as twilight deepened around our clanking stage, and small Billy slept
sound between us, “there's scarcely a thing in life you get a laugh out
of that don't make soberness for somebody.”
Soberness had now visited the pair behind us; even Lin's lively talk had
quieted, and his tones were low and few. But though Miss Jessamine at
our next change of horses “hoped” I would come inside, I knew she did
not hope very earnestly, and outside I remained until Buffalo.
Journeying done, her face revealed the strain beneath her brave
brightness, and the haunting care she could no longer keep from her
eyes. The imminence of the jail and the meeting had made her cheeks
white and her countenance seem actually smaller; and when, reminding me
that we should meet again soon, she gave me her hand, it was ice-cold.
I think she was afraid Lin might offer to go with her. But his heart
understood the lonely sacredness of her next half-hour, and the cow
puncher, standing aside for her to pass, lifted his hat wistfully
and spoke never a word. For a moment he looked after her with sombre
emotion; but the court-house and prison stood near and in sight, and,
as plain as if he had said so, I saw him suddenly feel she should not be
stared at going up those steps; it must be all alone, the pain and the
joy of that reprieve! He turned away with me, and after a few silent
steps said, “Wasted! all wasted!”
“Let us hope--” I began.
“You're not a fool,” he broke in, roughly. “You don't hope anything.”
“He'll start life elsewhere,” said I.
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