The further ride to Cottarsport followed the sea--a brilliant serene
blue, fretted on the landward side by innumerable bare promontories,
hideous towns and factories, but bowed in a far unbroken arc at the
immaculate horizon. She left the train for a hilly cluster of houses,
gray and low like the rock everywhere apparent, dropping to a harbor
that bore a company of motionless boats with half-spread drying sails.
The day was at noon, and the sky, blue like the sea, held, still as the
anchored schooners, faint, chalky symmetrical clouds. Linda found the
Common without guidance; and at once saw, on its immovable base of
rugged granite, the bronze statue of Simon Downige. It stood well in
advance of what, evidently, was the court-house, the white steeple Dodge
had described. She found a bench by a path in the thin grass; and there,
her gloved hands folded, at rest in her lap, her gaze and longing were
lifted to the fixed aspiration.
From where she sat the seated figure was projected against the sky;
Simon's face was turned toward the west; the West that, for him, was the
future, but which for Linda represented all the past. This conviction
flooded her with unutterable sadness. A sense of failure weighed on her,
no less heavy for the fact that it was perpetually vague. Her thoughts
gathered about Dodge himself; and she recalled the curious vividness of
his vision of her as a child, perhaps ten. She, too, tried to remember
that time and age. It was almost in her grasp, but her realization was
spoiled by absurd mental fragments--the familiar illusion of a leopard
and a rider with bright hair, a forest with the ascending voices of
angels, and an ominous squat figure with a slowly nodding plumed head.
The vista of a hotel returned, a fleet recollection of marble columns
and a wide red carpet ... the white gleam and carbolized smell of a
drug-store ... a thick magazine in a brown cover. These, changed into
emotions of mingled joy and pain, shifted in bright or dim colors and
sensations. There was a slow heavy plodding of feet, now above her head,
the passage of a carried weight; and, in a flash of perception, she knew
it was a coffin. She raised her clasped hands to her breast, crying into
the sunny silence, to the figure of Simon Downige lost in dream:
“He died that night, at the Boscombe, after he had told me about the
meadows with silk tents--”
Her memory, thrilling with the echoed miraculous chord of the child of
ten, sitting gravely, alone, among the shrill satins and caustic voices
of a feminine throng, was complete. She saw herself, Linda Condon, as
objectively as Pleydon's described vision: there was a large bow on her
straight black hair, and, from under the bang, her gaze was clear and
wondering. How marvelously young she was! The vindictive curiosity of
the questioning women, intent on their rings, brought out her eager
defense of her mother, the effort to explain away the ugly fact
that--that Mr. Jasper was married.
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