Her mother's room resembled one of the sales of obvious and expensive
attire conducted in the lower salons of pleasure hotels. There were
airy piles of chiffon and satin, inappropriate hats and the inevitable
confections of silk and lace. “It's not necessary to ask if you were
right at home with your father's family,” Mrs. Condon observed with an
assumed casual inattention. “I can see you sitting with those old women
as dry and false as any. No one saved me in the clacking, I'm sure.”
“We didn't speak of you,” Linda replied. She studied, unsparing,
the loose flesh of the elder's ravaged countenance. Her mother, she
recognized, hated her, both because she was like Bartram Lowrie and
still young, with everything unspent that the other valued and had lost.
In support of herself Mrs. Feldt asserted again that she had “lived,”
with stacks of friends and flowers, lavish parties and devoted
attendance.
“You may be smarter than I was,” she went on, “but what good it does
you who can say? And if you expect to get something for nothing you're
fooled before you start.” She shook out the airy breadths of a vivid
echo of past daring. “From the way you act a person might think you
were pretty, but you are too thin and pulled out. I've heard your looks
called peculiar, and that was, in a manner of speaking, polite. You're
not even stylish any more--the line is full again and not suitable for
bony shoulders and no bust.” She still cherished a complacency in her
amplitude.
Linda turned away unmoved. Of all the world, she thought, only Dodge
Pleydon had the power actually to hurt her. She knew that she would
see him soon again and that again he would ask her to marry him. She
considered, momentarily, the possibility of saying yes; and instantly
the dread born with him in the Lowrie garden swept over her. Linda told
herself that he was the only man for whom she could ever deeply care;
that--for every conceivable reason--such a marriage was perfect. But the
shrinking from its implications grew too painful for support.
Her mother's bitterness increased hourly; she no longer hid her feelings
from her husband and Judith; and dinner, accompanied by her elaborate
sarcasm, was a difficult period in which, plainly, Mr. Moses Feldt
suffered most and Linda was the least concerned. This condition, she
admitted silently, couldn't go on indefinitely; it was too vulgar if for
no other reason. And she determined to ask the Lowries for another and
more extended invitation.
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