Then it slowly dawned on her that he had changed, yes--tragically.
Pleydon, in every way, was years older. His voice, less arbitrary,
had new depths of questioning, his mouth was more repressed, his face
notably sparer of flesh. He was immediately aware of the result of her
scrutiny. “I have been working like a fool,” he explained. “A breath of
sickness, too, four years ago in Soochow. One of the damnable Asiatic
fevers that a European is supposed to be immune from. You are a miracle,
Linda. How long has it been--nearly eight years; you have two children
and Arnaud Hallet and yet you are the girl I met at Markue's. I wanted
to see you different, just a little, a trace of something that should
have happened to you. It hasn't. You're the most remarkable mother
alive.”
“If I am,” she returned, “it is not as a success, or at least for me.
Lowrie and Vigné are healthy, and happy enough; but I can't lose myself
in them, Dodge; I can't lose myself at all.”
He was quiet at this, the smoke of his cigarette climbing bluely in a
space with the aqueous stillness of a lake's depths. “The same,” he went
on after a long pause; “nothing has touched you. I ought to be relieved
but, do you know, it frightens me. You are relentless. You have no
right, at the same time, to be beautiful. I have seen a great many
celebrated women at their best moments, but you are lovelier than any.
It isn't a simple affair of proportion and features--I wish I could hold
it in a phrase, the turn of a chisel. I can't. It's deathless romance in
a bang cut blackly across heavenly blue.” He was silent again, and Linda
glad that he still found her attractive. She discovered that the misery
his presence once caused her had entirely vanished, its place taken
by an eager interest in his affairs, a lightness of spirit at the
realization that, while his love for her might have grown calm, no other
woman possessed it.
At the dinner-table she listened--cool and fresh, Arnaud complained,
in spite of the heat--to the talk of the two men. By her side Elouise
Lowrie occasionally repeated, in a voice like the faint jangle of an old
thin piano, the facts of a family connection or a commendation of the
Dodges. Arnaud really knew a surprising lot, and his conversation with
Pleydon was strung with terms completely unintelligible to her. It
developed, finally, into an argument over the treatment of the acanthus
motive in rococo ornament. France was summoned against Spain; the
architectural degrading of Italy deplored.... It amazed her that any one
could remember so much.
XXVI
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